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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Untitled Confession
[time] => 2003-01-16 23:20:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => So close but so far
I feel I'm farther from the truth I'm trying to find myself And am unable to I'm so two faced that it hurts And I'm so indifferent to emotions I'm completely devoid of feelings Except when in the company of some So I lie to everyone else And therefore am only lying to myself Making up my world To be something that I know it's not So hard to confront the truth That I'm so confused about what I should do When people make me who I am I can't disappoint and let them down I wish I could start out on a whole new field I wish I could leave everything behind I wish I could but I know that I can't Because I'm still too naive to know I'm tired of telling people I love them when I don't I'm tired of caring for people who don't It takes away from the essence of the meaning The true feeling that I speak of when I tell the one That I love them more than life itself That I'd take them anywhere they'd want to go That what I tell them will always be true Because it's the truth behind what I feel And the love won't be ruined or overused Just because I feel like I have to say it To others just to be polite and considerate When I know that there isn't any need to be It seems as though I'm so overused I'm taken so lightly and always bruised Because people want me to be this way And I don't have the heart to push them away [comments] => 1 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 48 [informant] => InexactExactness [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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