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[sid] => 105115
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => nothing feels right
[time] => 2005-09-05 19:01:49
[hometext] => not really a poem as much as random venting
[bodytext] => the flowers you gave me died, so i buried them in the yard. I dont know if i want the shirt you gave me anymore even after i washed it it still smells of you and im not sure if i can deal with that right now. Im kind of falling apart to our song and i dont really know what to do. i knew this would happen, but i didnt think it would be so soon. and there was that tiny part of me that thought that you had changed i was so wrong. i wonder if you're still wearing my hair tie on your wrist. i wonder if everytime you look at it you think of me or if it's laying buried on your desk somewhere or maybe even in the trash. and that butterfly i compared you to it wasnt as innocent as i thought and as soon as i thought it landed it flew away again i wore blue and yellow bracelets because "i relied on you, like yellow does on blue" but now im taking them off because it just reminds me of you everything does. i remember when my hair was long you loved it, you'd always play with it i never told you this, but thats why i cut it all off a few months ago. and now i'll never let it grow long again you've changed the way i live you make me want to not even breathe i hope your happy now. because that was all that ever mattered wasnt it? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 188 [topic] => 22 [informant] => EVERxSOxSWEET [notes] => Edited for spelling as requested. - Moderator_16 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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