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[sid] => 103212
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Lifetime Of Pain
[time] => 2005-08-10 22:27:28
[hometext] => just a release of things i could not say... plz comment
[bodytext] => im filled with pain by the ones who i loved the most i have nothing left to gain i want to go to the coast maybe jump into the ocean letting the waves take me to sea i have so much emotion here is my plea the one i love broke my heart i thought she was a dove from the very start she has doubts and they are all about us we have taking different routes but they all became a mess my grandpa is slowly dying and no one can see his pain insides hes crying and he wants to catch a train he wants the frustration to go away he wants to live to see his grandkids grow older all he does is pray buts its just making him colder growing up was hard because i had no mother it felt like i was always on gaurd some way or another she could die for all i care all she did was lie and that i swear she'd come home drunk or with a guy that was a dick she was nothing but junk and she made me sick my life is filled with so much pain sometimes i wonder if i should stay theres nothing left to gain but i will make it to the next day [comments] => 2 [counter] => 191 [topic] => 48 [informant] => sbhottie288 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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