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[aid] => mick
[title] => Time to Go
[time] => 2005-07-17 00:16:56
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[bodytext] => So much to say Where do I begin? What is my purpose? What am I doing here? Why do I feel trapped in my life? I’ve lived in the same place my entire life I have an amazing family I have some of the best friends I have been pretty blessed with things in my life But I’m not happy I hate my school It’s a joke, I don’t want to be there I have no motivation to go anymore It’s a repeat of high school, bunch of bull***** But I have to go, or else my life won’t improve I need to finish so I can start my future I hate being my age I still get stuck with the same *****ty jobs as a high schooler But I have more education, more experience What’s up with that? Why can’t I get a good paying job that I enjoy? I hate dealing with guys All they seem to want is one thing They love to toy around with girls minds and hearts I tend to fall so quick, with no real reason why Maybe I just want someone? Maybe I just want to feel loved? Maybe I just want someone to be there? I’m just so lost and confused I don’t know what I want with my life anymore I don’t know where to go Its like I’m stuck here at this fork, unsure where to go Right or left, up or down I don’t know where to go Maybe I just need to go away Move away and start over Go somewhere new Where no one knows me Create a new life, a clean slate Start fresh and see where life takes me Maybe that’s the answer Maybe that’s what I need to be happy I just need to go away Just disappear, pick up and leave Time for a new beginning A new future Its time for me to go! [comments] => 0 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 21 [informant] => fastpitchqt [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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