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[sid] => 101108
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => If only, If only
[time] => 2005-07-13 16:45:26
[hometext] => Wrote in a few minutes last night. Not one of my best, but comment please!
[bodytext] => I clutch my Bloody wrist And sob, For I can still feel The steady beat Of life Flowing through My veins. I hold my hand To my chest And cry to myself “If only, if only...” And so the Torturous games Begin... “If only- He were rich. How easy life Could be, With no Financial worries To plague his mind And no troubles For he is rich.” “If only- He were kind. How easy life Could be. All stationary objects Would stay In place Never airborne For he is kind.” “If only- I didn’t play These games. How easy life Could be. I would be Incapable of Imagining Better things For I don’t play These games.” But I am me. I am- Unworthy, Useless, Worthless, And helpless. I am me, And he is not Rich or kind. This becomes My personal epiphany, As I clutch my Throbbing, bloody wrist And cry to myself “If only, if only... it were okay to die.” [comments] => 1 [counter] => 190 [topic] => 13 [informant] => CBlake [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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