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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Broken feelings.
[time] => 2005-07-11 19:55:37
[hometext] => ... Just about what's real and how I feel... Please comment...
[bodytext] => I-feel-like-nothing. …As I look around me. This world is horrific. Why can’t people see? That pain-doesn’t-end. But people ignore it! People-pretend! As if it’s all in the blend… I have broken feelings. But people say I’m doing great. Why are they lying? What have they to celebrate? This-world-full-of-dying! Fights and abuse. But every one’s denying, That pain has my youth…! I-have-a-numb-feeling! And I don’t sleep much at night. Every thing’s reacting. Shelling fears so deep inside. Every one’s been rejecting me! And now, others have open arms. But no one seems to under-stand, The pain every thing has caused. I’m-numb-and-almost-chocking. I’ve broken and snapped. Suicide keeps me hoping, One day death will slap. But right now I’m open. Lying still in emptiness. But I don’t feel woken, I just feel every painful impact…! [comments] => 3 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 14 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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