Array ( [sid] => 89583 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Look [time] => 2005-04-01 12:26:04 [hometext] => Daddy Dearest, are you so blind, that you do not perceive this endless pain? [bodytext] => What do you see, when you look into my eyes?
Are you so blind, that you do not perceive this endless pain?
Are you so numb, that you cannot feel the merciless searing of my hate?
Are you so deaf, that you cannot hear my tormented screams?
No, you couldn't, could you...

You pretend that it is all hoax,
Lies... my wanting attention...
Ignorant fool,
You won't admit that you are the reason behind it all,
You, horrid father, won't degrade yourself so low,
As to look into your own daughters eyes...

But here I have you,
Your face in my hands,
Nails digging into your skin,
Forcing your piercing hazel orbs to stare into mine...
Look at what you have created,
Gaze at the little girl you named Whore,
Daddy Dearest, do you like what you see?

I see that disgusting gleam in your eyes,
I know what you're thinking,
And I hate you all the more for it...
Tears of anger,
Penetrating your flesh,
Acidic fury,
Take a sip, you might like it...

Why can't you look at me?!?!
Am I that hideous, that tainted,
For you to even take a glimpse of me?
You've done it before,
Long, slow, savoring glances at my body,
You liked what you saw then...

I don't appeal to you now,
Because of my newfound strength to stare back?
Am I so wretched,
Now that I can hurt you without remorse?
Filthy scum, dirt beneath my feet,
You are nothing to me,
And I have no love left for you...

You said you changed,
If so, then why are your hands on my thighs again?
Caressing my midriff, slowly going up,
That wicked smile on your face?
I believed you, daddy,
I believed the monster that raped me in my dreams...

I know your ways now,
No longer will I trust your deceitful words,
Daddy dearest, no longer will I let you do those things to me...
Drown in my sorrow, suffocate on my fury,
Die... in my sea of nothing,

For I feel nothing towards you...

Take a look in my eyes,
And see the daughter you will never have... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 13 [informant] => FleurdeSang [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry ) Your Poetry Dot Com - Look


Look
Date: Friday, 1st April 2005 @ 12:26:04 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: FleurdeSang
What do you see, when you look into my eyes?
Are you so blind, that you do not perceive this endless pain?
Are you so numb, that you cannot feel the merciless searing of my hate?
Are you so deaf, that you cannot hear my tormented screams?
No, you couldn't, could you...

You pretend that it is all hoax,
Lies... my wanting attention...
Ignorant fool,
You won't admit that you are the reason behind it all,
You, horrid father, won't degrade yourself so low,
As to look into your own daughters eyes...

But here I have you,
Your face in my hands,
Nails digging into your skin,
Forcing your piercing hazel orbs to stare into mine...
Look at what you have created,
Gaze at the little girl you named Whore,
Daddy Dearest, do you like what you see?

I see that disgusting gleam in your eyes,
I know what you're thinking,
And I hate you all the more for it...
Tears of anger,
Penetrating your flesh,
Acidic fury,
Take a sip, you might like it...

Why can't you look at me?!?!
Am I that hideous, that tainted,
For you to even take a glimpse of me?
You've done it before,
Long, slow, savoring glances at my body,
You liked what you saw then...

I don't appeal to you now,
Because of my newfound strength to stare back?
Am I so wretched,
Now that I can hurt you without remorse?
Filthy scum, dirt beneath my feet,
You are nothing to me,
And I have no love left for you...

You said you changed,
If so, then why are your hands on my thighs again?
Caressing my midriff, slowly going up,
That wicked smile on your face?
I believed you, daddy,
I believed the monster that raped me in my dreams...

I know your ways now,
No longer will I trust your deceitful words,
Daddy dearest, no longer will I let you do those things to me...
Drown in my sorrow, suffocate on my fury,
Die... in my sea of nothing,

For I feel nothing towards you...

Take a look in my eyes,
And see the daughter you will never have...

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