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[aid] => mick
[title] => This Time
[time] => 2005-02-01 00:01:34
[hometext] => I cut myself again for the first time in a long time last night. God, I'm an idiot >< But I wrote this while I was doing it (and got blood on the notebook..gross)
[bodytext] => This time, I won't stop the bleeding
I won't hesitate
But I won't go deep
I've stopped cring
I've stopped fearing
***** the world
***** this life
Leave me alone in the dark with my knife
I won't go deep
I won't cry
I won't say a word
As I carry this knife across my life tonight
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