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MISSED
MARLEY

I SEARCH FOR HER IN THE SKY
I FIND HER
AND SHE KISSES ME
WHEN SHE’S ON MY MIND

I FIND HER IN THE NIGHT SKY
AND KISS HER WITH THOUGHT I WRITE

SHE’S MY ANGEL
IN LIFE & PAST THE NEXT
SHE’S MY SISTER, MOTHER
SHE WAS MY HUSBAN IN OTHERS

SHE IS MY ANGEL
SHE HAS SAVED ME SO FAR
&
I FIND HER BY STAR

I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY

SHE NEVER LEAVES MY SIDE
THE BESTESS OF FRIENDS IN LIFE
WATCHING OVER ME WHEN SHE HAS DIED

I HOPE TO FIND A WIFE
WITH HER WILL TO SMILE
SMILE, SMILE

**********************88

BECAUSE I’VE BEEN TRYING TO THINK
HOW LONG
‘TIL THE SHELL GETS BIGGER
I’M CRAMPT IN THIS
POETIC IGNORANCE

WHAT IS THIS LAUGHTER?

I’M TIRED OF WRITING
THESE WORDS OF DEXLEXIT
THINKING OF AN EXIT
AH, **** IT

************************88

I’LL SEE IT ON MY BACK
IF I MISS WHEN YOU STAB
MY HIND SIGHT DIDN’T FEAR

PAIN IS AN ILLUSION

I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF LESS

BUT IN THE JOY OF PEACE
I MUST FALL TO THINK
IN 4 YEARS
ON A DAY
I WILL DIE
AND NOT BY DEPERANCE OF PRIDE
BUT BY SOME NATURAL THING
OR SOMETHING ELSE STRANGLY REMOTE
I SWEAR NOT BY SELF NOR FOR STRIFE
27
ODD ENOUGH

BUT I’M NOT MAD
SAD ANYMORE
I SWEAR I’M NOT
ANGRY

NO NOT TODAY

**************************************88

ME & MY
MISSED
MARLEY
I FIND HER IN MY LIFE
AND SHE KEEPS ME DOIN’ ALRIGHT

I JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF
I MUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I’M FINE
I FIND HER

*******************************88

I DON’T NEED TO CARE ‘BOUT WHAT YOU SAY
I AM ME, YOU ARE YOU
EVERYTHING IS THIS WAY

I DON’T NEED TO PLAY
NOR RAISE MY VOICE
CUZ I FOUND A BETTER CHOICE
I KNOW
I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES
I’M BETTER I DON’T LIE

******************************88

I THOUGHT I WAS WRONG
BUT NOW I WITNESS THE TRUTH
ALL THE THING YOU SAID
WERE IN FEAR
AND YOUR FEAR IS SOAKT IN ANGER
YOU’RE ANGRY
YOU’RE SCARED

WELL ****
I’M SCARED TOO
BUT I’M OKAY
I DON’T FEAR

I SAY I SWEAR
YOU COULD BEAT ME DOWN
AND TOMORROW YOU STILL
WOULDN’T FEEL AS A THREAT
YOU’RE STUPID
YOU SEE I HAVE FOUND
I’M NOT THE FOOL
I’M JUST A CLOWN
WHILE YOU ARE MAD
FOR THE BROKEN BOY
IS CLOSER TO THE SUNSHINE & CROWN
YOU’RE MAD
I’M HAPPY
YOU’RE MAD
I AM FINE TO SMILE

I KNOW LIFE’S BEEN BAD TO YOU
I KNOW YOU NEED SOMEONE TO HATE
BUT I SWEAR
THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME
I NEED
TO FADE OUT
INTO SONG

I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY

MY WORLD MISSES YA
I LONG FOR SOMEONE TO HEAL THIS SOUL
TO TELL ABOUT THE SHELL
TO LET THEM KNOW
JUST HOW I FEEL

AND YES
I MISS STORIES I DON’T TELL

MY MIND JUST AINT RIGHT
NO NOT TODAY

MY PLATE IS FULL
FULL OF FOOLS
A FOOLS FOOL
AS I FEEL ALL MY EMOTION AT ONCE
LIKE THIS

I WRITE BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE
TO TALK TO
I WRITE MY PAIN
BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE IT WITH

I GUESS I’M SCARED OF FEELING
WHEN OUT OF ALL OF THESE
I ONLY LOST ONE THING
AND THERE’S MY MARLEY
WHO HAD TO TAKE A RIDE

I DON’T KNOW
THERE’S NO TIME TO STOP
I GOTTA KEEP ON THE LINE
I GOTTA KEEP MOVING DOWN THE LINE

“ I NEED TO GET WHAT’S MINE
I NEED TO GET WHAT I CAME FOR
I NEED TO GET WHAT I CRAVE
I NEED TO SMILE TO GET WHAT’S MINE” –MANYARD-

I KNOW NOW
NO TIME TO STOP
I’M ON THE LINE
I’M DOIN’ ALRIGHT
I’M DOIN’ JUS’ FINE

BUT NOW YOU’RE MAD AT ME
NOW YOU’RE UNDER ME
ALWAYS BELIEVING I AM WRONG
WELL, YOU’RE LYING AGAIN

YOU MAD
I’M NOT THE *****
ONLY ONE I SEE ********
IS SOME ****
WHO STRIPT YOURSELF
OF YOUR TITLE

I’M FINE
I’M HAPPY
YOU’RE MAD
DISAPPOINTED & SAD
I WON’T CRY
WELL HERE
I’VE MISSED MY MARLEY
I’VE MISSED WHO MY SON IS

I’VE MISSED ALL THOSE TIMES I COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER
IF ONLY I WOULDN’T OF LISTEN TO YOU

I SWEAR YOU WERE A TEACHER
BUT NOW I BEHOLD THE LIE
I’M STILL OKAY
IT’S YOU WHO LOST YOUR TITLE
IT’S YOU WHO STRIPT YOURSELF
AND I’M STILL OKAY
I’M STILL GOOD TO SMILE

************************************88
CUZ ONE DAY
***********************************88
I GOTTA WAKE UP
WAKE UP FROM THIS BAD DAY
I SWEAR
I JUST CAN’T MAKE UP
FOR ALL YOUR SAD

SO PLEASE **** OFF
JUS’ **** OFF

I THOUGHT I WAS WRONG
BUT I SEE
YOU WERE JUST SCARED
THAT I MIGHT SHINE
NOW I’M STARTING TO LEARN
I AM FINE
JUS’ LIKE SHE ALWAYS SAID

IT IS YOU WHO IS MAD
I’M JUST TRYING TO SHINE
FOR IT’S ME
I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY
THAT KEEPS ME STRIDING
TO BE A BETTER MAN
THAN I ONCE WAS

**************************************88

I’M TIRED OF WRITING
I SWEAR I’M TRYING
I’M FEEDING ON THE PLATE

FEAR IS BRREATHING FROM YOU PORES
WELL ****
I’M SCARED TOO

******************************************88

I’VE GOT TO MUCH TO DO
I AINT GOT THE TIME
TO WORRY
I GOTTA KEEP ON THE LINE
I GOTTA KEEP IT ON GOING
“I’VE GOT TO SMILE TO GET WHAT IS MINE”-M-

I’M SORRY
I WILL SHINE
I WON’T FEAR
WHILE I WISH YOU FINE

I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY
WILL KEEP LOOKING FORWARD

I’LL SEE YOU ON MY BACK
AND IF I MISS YOU
IT’S ALRIGHT

I’M JUST A BROKEN BOY
TRYING TO BE A BETTER MAN
THAN I ONCE WAS

I’M NOT LOOKING FOR LABLE
JUS’ OUTSIDE YOU VOICE RANGE
I’LL BE MORE STABLE
I SWEAR I CAN’T CARE ‘BOUT YOUR OPINION

I’VE GOT TO MUCH TO DO
WITH SO LITTLE TIME LEFT

I’M SORRY YOUR LIFE IS SO BAD
BUT THAT HAS NOTHING AT ALL
TO DO WITH ME

I KNOW YOU ARE MAD
BUT I DON’T KNOW YOU

SO I HAVE TO KILL THIS
SO THIS IS DEAD

***********************************88

“I DON’T WANT TO BE ALIVE
AND MISSING THE CHANCE TO BREATH” -MANYARD-

YOU HATE
YOU HATE ME
AND MY WILL TO SMILE
YOU HOLD IT AGAINST ME
I DON’T MIND TO WALK THE MILE

SO I RUN
GOING NOWHERE
I HIDE IN THE
OPEN
I DON’T MIND
I WON’T DIE

“AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE
GIVING BLOOD
KEEPING FAITH
AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE”-MANYARD-

I JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF
I MUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I’M FINE
I’M OKAY
IN THE OPEN

NOW I’M SCARED
BUT I’M STILL RIGHT HERE
IN THE OPEN
NOW I’M SCARED
“ AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE
GIVING BLOOD
KEEPING FAITH
AN I’M STILL RIGHT HERE” -M-

***********************************88

I KNOW I’M ALL GREAT
ALL THINKING
BUT YOU DRASTICLY OVER RATE
YOUR PIITIFUL THOGHTS
INTO ME

I WAS LOATHING
SEEPING
IN YOU ANOMOSITY
THEN YOUR ARROGANCE
BIT ME DOWN
YOUR IGNORANCE
BIT ME DOWN
AND DRAIND YOUR TITLE

NOW YOU LABLE ME
CUZ I DON’T MIND TO WALK THE MILES

YOU TELL ME I DON’T HAVE THE PASSION
WHEN YOU KNOW MY MIND IS MILD
SOFT AND SENSITIVE
SO MUCH CONVICTION IT KILLS MY ESTEEM

BUT NOW I KNOW I’M ALL GREAT
AND ALL THINKING

WHILE YOU ARE ALWAYS
TRYING TO DICTATE MY EMOTIONS
STOP

I’M AT PEACE, ALMOST HAPPY
I AM FINE
SO WHY YOU GOT TO TRY
AND STEAL MY SHINE


I’M TIRED OF WRITING
THESE WORDS OF DEXLEXIT
THINKING OF AN EXIT
AH, **** IT
I DON’T KNOW YOU
I’LL KILL YOU
THIS IS DEAD
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UNDER ORIENS ARC
Date: Friday, 1st October 2004 @ 01:04:28 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry


Contributed By: Rhei76

I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY

I SEARCH FOR HER IN THE SKY
I FIND HER
AND SHE KISSES ME
WHEN SHE’S ON MY MIND

I FIND HER IN THE NIGHT SKY
AND KISS HER WITH THOUGHT I WRITE

SHE’S MY ANGEL
IN LIFE & PAST THE NEXT
SHE’S MY SISTER, MOTHER
SHE WAS MY HUSBAN IN OTHERS

SHE IS MY ANGEL
SHE HAS SAVED ME SO FAR
&
I FIND HER BY STAR

I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY

SHE NEVER LEAVES MY SIDE
THE BESTESS OF FRIENDS IN LIFE
WATCHING OVER ME WHEN SHE HAS DIED

I HOPE TO FIND A WIFE
WITH HER WILL TO SMILE
SMILE, SMILE

**********************88

BECAUSE I’VE BEEN TRYING TO THINK
HOW LONG
‘TIL THE SHELL GETS BIGGER
I’M CRAMPT IN THIS
POETIC IGNORANCE

WHAT IS THIS LAUGHTER?

I’M TIRED OF WRITING
THESE WORDS OF DEXLEXIT
THINKING OF AN EXIT
AH, **** IT

************************88

I’LL SEE IT ON MY BACK
IF I MISS WHEN YOU STAB
MY HIND SIGHT DIDN’T FEAR

PAIN IS AN ILLUSION

I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF LESS

BUT IN THE JOY OF PEACE
I MUST FALL TO THINK
IN 4 YEARS
ON A DAY
I WILL DIE
AND NOT BY DEPERANCE OF PRIDE
BUT BY SOME NATURAL THING
OR SOMETHING ELSE STRANGLY REMOTE
I SWEAR NOT BY SELF NOR FOR STRIFE
27
ODD ENOUGH

BUT I’M NOT MAD
SAD ANYMORE
I SWEAR I’M NOT
ANGRY

NO NOT TODAY

**************************************88

ME & MY
MISSED
MARLEY
I FIND HER IN MY LIFE
AND SHE KEEPS ME DOIN’ ALRIGHT

I JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF
I MUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I’M FINE
I FIND HER

*******************************88

I DON’T NEED TO CARE ‘BOUT WHAT YOU SAY
I AM ME, YOU ARE YOU
EVERYTHING IS THIS WAY

I DON’T NEED TO PLAY
NOR RAISE MY VOICE
CUZ I FOUND A BETTER CHOICE
I KNOW
I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES
I’M BETTER I DON’T LIE

******************************88

I THOUGHT I WAS WRONG
BUT NOW I WITNESS THE TRUTH
ALL THE THING YOU SAID
WERE IN FEAR
AND YOUR FEAR IS SOAKT IN ANGER
YOU’RE ANGRY
YOU’RE SCARED

WELL ****
I’M SCARED TOO
BUT I’M OKAY
I DON’T FEAR

I SAY I SWEAR
YOU COULD BEAT ME DOWN
AND TOMORROW YOU STILL
WOULDN’T FEEL AS A THREAT
YOU’RE STUPID
YOU SEE I HAVE FOUND
I’M NOT THE FOOL
I’M JUST A CLOWN
WHILE YOU ARE MAD
FOR THE BROKEN BOY
IS CLOSER TO THE SUNSHINE & CROWN
YOU’RE MAD
I’M HAPPY
YOU’RE MAD
I AM FINE TO SMILE

I KNOW LIFE’S BEEN BAD TO YOU
I KNOW YOU NEED SOMEONE TO HATE
BUT I SWEAR
THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME
I NEED
TO FADE OUT
INTO SONG

I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY

MY WORLD MISSES YA
I LONG FOR SOMEONE TO HEAL THIS SOUL
TO TELL ABOUT THE SHELL
TO LET THEM KNOW
JUST HOW I FEEL

AND YES
I MISS STORIES I DON’T TELL

MY MIND JUST AINT RIGHT
NO NOT TODAY

MY PLATE IS FULL
FULL OF FOOLS
A FOOLS FOOL
AS I FEEL ALL MY EMOTION AT ONCE
LIKE THIS

I WRITE BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE
TO TALK TO
I WRITE MY PAIN
BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE IT WITH

I GUESS I’M SCARED OF FEELING
WHEN OUT OF ALL OF THESE
I ONLY LOST ONE THING
AND THERE’S MY MARLEY
WHO HAD TO TAKE A RIDE

I DON’T KNOW
THERE’S NO TIME TO STOP
I GOTTA KEEP ON THE LINE
I GOTTA KEEP MOVING DOWN THE LINE

“ I NEED TO GET WHAT’S MINE
I NEED TO GET WHAT I CAME FOR
I NEED TO GET WHAT I CRAVE
I NEED TO SMILE TO GET WHAT’S MINE” –MANYARD-

I KNOW NOW
NO TIME TO STOP
I’M ON THE LINE
I’M DOIN’ ALRIGHT
I’M DOIN’ JUS’ FINE

BUT NOW YOU’RE MAD AT ME
NOW YOU’RE UNDER ME
ALWAYS BELIEVING I AM WRONG
WELL, YOU’RE LYING AGAIN

YOU MAD
I’M NOT THE *****
ONLY ONE I SEE ********
IS SOME ****
WHO STRIPT YOURSELF
OF YOUR TITLE

I’M FINE
I’M HAPPY
YOU’RE MAD
DISAPPOINTED & SAD
I WON’T CRY
WELL HERE
I’VE MISSED MY MARLEY
I’VE MISSED WHO MY SON IS

I’VE MISSED ALL THOSE TIMES I COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER
IF ONLY I WOULDN’T OF LISTEN TO YOU

I SWEAR YOU WERE A TEACHER
BUT NOW I BEHOLD THE LIE
I’M STILL OKAY
IT’S YOU WHO LOST YOUR TITLE
IT’S YOU WHO STRIPT YOURSELF
AND I’M STILL OKAY
I’M STILL GOOD TO SMILE

************************************88
CUZ ONE DAY
***********************************88
I GOTTA WAKE UP
WAKE UP FROM THIS BAD DAY
I SWEAR
I JUST CAN’T MAKE UP
FOR ALL YOUR SAD

SO PLEASE **** OFF
JUS’ **** OFF

I THOUGHT I WAS WRONG
BUT I SEE
YOU WERE JUST SCARED
THAT I MIGHT SHINE
NOW I’M STARTING TO LEARN
I AM FINE
JUS’ LIKE SHE ALWAYS SAID

IT IS YOU WHO IS MAD
I’M JUST TRYING TO SHINE
FOR IT’S ME
I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY
THAT KEEPS ME STRIDING
TO BE A BETTER MAN
THAN I ONCE WAS

**************************************88

I’M TIRED OF WRITING
I SWEAR I’M TRYING
I’M FEEDING ON THE PLATE

FEAR IS BRREATHING FROM YOU PORES
WELL ****
I’M SCARED TOO

******************************************88

I’VE GOT TO MUCH TO DO
I AINT GOT THE TIME
TO WORRY
I GOTTA KEEP ON THE LINE
I GOTTA KEEP IT ON GOING
“I’VE GOT TO SMILE TO GET WHAT IS MINE”-M-

I’M SORRY
I WILL SHINE
I WON’T FEAR
WHILE I WISH YOU FINE

I & MY
MISSED
MARLEY
WILL KEEP LOOKING FORWARD

I’LL SEE YOU ON MY BACK
AND IF I MISS YOU
IT’S ALRIGHT

I’M JUST A BROKEN BOY
TRYING TO BE A BETTER MAN
THAN I ONCE WAS

I’M NOT LOOKING FOR LABLE
JUS’ OUTSIDE YOU VOICE RANGE
I’LL BE MORE STABLE
I SWEAR I CAN’T CARE ‘BOUT YOUR OPINION

I’VE GOT TO MUCH TO DO
WITH SO LITTLE TIME LEFT

I’M SORRY YOUR LIFE IS SO BAD
BUT THAT HAS NOTHING AT ALL
TO DO WITH ME

I KNOW YOU ARE MAD
BUT I DON’T KNOW YOU

SO I HAVE TO KILL THIS
SO THIS IS DEAD

***********************************88

“I DON’T WANT TO BE ALIVE
AND MISSING THE CHANCE TO BREATH” -MANYARD-

YOU HATE
YOU HATE ME
AND MY WILL TO SMILE
YOU HOLD IT AGAINST ME
I DON’T MIND TO WALK THE MILE

SO I RUN
GOING NOWHERE
I HIDE IN THE
OPEN
I DON’T MIND
I WON’T DIE

“AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE
GIVING BLOOD
KEEPING FAITH
AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE”-MANYARD-

I JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF
I MUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I’M FINE
I’M OKAY
IN THE OPEN

NOW I’M SCARED
BUT I’M STILL RIGHT HERE
IN THE OPEN
NOW I’M SCARED
“ AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE
GIVING BLOOD
KEEPING FAITH
AN I’M STILL RIGHT HERE” -M-

***********************************88

I KNOW I’M ALL GREAT
ALL THINKING
BUT YOU DRASTICLY OVER RATE
YOUR PIITIFUL THOGHTS
INTO ME

I WAS LOATHING
SEEPING
IN YOU ANOMOSITY
THEN YOUR ARROGANCE
BIT ME DOWN
YOUR IGNORANCE
BIT ME DOWN
AND DRAIND YOUR TITLE

NOW YOU LABLE ME
CUZ I DON’T MIND TO WALK THE MILES

YOU TELL ME I DON’T HAVE THE PASSION
WHEN YOU KNOW MY MIND IS MILD
SOFT AND SENSITIVE
SO MUCH CONVICTION IT KILLS MY ESTEEM

BUT NOW I KNOW I’M ALL GREAT
AND ALL THINKING

WHILE YOU ARE ALWAYS
TRYING TO DICTATE MY EMOTIONS
STOP

I’M AT PEACE, ALMOST HAPPY
I AM FINE
SO WHY YOU GOT TO TRY
AND STEAL MY SHINE


I’M TIRED OF WRITING
THESE WORDS OF DEXLEXIT
THINKING OF AN EXIT
AH, **** IT
I DON’T KNOW YOU
I’LL KILL YOU
THIS IS DEAD


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