Your Poetry Dot Com - Where are the words?

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The walls are closing in
White torn paper sits all around
As I search for the words to say all that I feel
Blood drips on the floor
From the cuts on my arms
Its nothing now to watch my life drain out of me
Just sadness
Just dispair
Hopeless.... Thats what I am isnt it?
I beat my head up against the wall
Just to see if I'm still alive
The pain shoots through like a dart
I shut my eyes........shut my ears
Block out all the light and sound
Nothing but the here and now
No....its not true, everyone and everything is gone.
I grab another paper and another colored pen
The words will come I just dont know how
Not how
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Where are the words?
Date: Wednesday, 1st September 2004 @ 12:10:42 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: RavenShadows

I am sitting here on this bed
The walls are closing in
White torn paper sits all around
As I search for the words to say all that I feel
Blood drips on the floor
From the cuts on my arms
Its nothing now to watch my life drain out of me
Just sadness
Just dispair
Hopeless.... Thats what I am isnt it?
I beat my head up against the wall
Just to see if I'm still alive
The pain shoots through like a dart
I shut my eyes........shut my ears
Block out all the light and sound
Nothing but the here and now
No....its not true, everyone and everything is gone.
I grab another paper and another colored pen
The words will come I just dont know how
Not how
And I dont know when

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