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    [title] => Lost Inside Myself
    [time] => 2004-04-01 02:16:52
    [hometext] => WARNING: This poem is qute long... I have not an idea... the slightest whatsoever... of what topic to put this in... this poem was borne out of putting the titles of most of my poems written thus far together...kinda unique... so uniquely me...
    [bodytext] => Here I am... alone again... lost inside myself<br />
Knocking at the door of life... feeling like a little child lost<br />
Roaming free... wandering... through a cold dark night...as if it were another place... another time<br />
Dare to dream of what this life could bring <br />
Sorrow... pain... and suffering seem to have been my lot thus far<br />
But in this dream... a hug... maybe... could soothe this ache inside<br />
But I don't know... <br />
For this little child shouldn't have to walk alone<br />
Won't God bless the child... 'cause there's something missing in her life?<br />
A little hope... a reason to believe... is all she needs to make life complete<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
Still... I am alive... on my journey through life... with a cracked mirror called time<br />
Trying to take the time to live... to live one day at a time<br />
But with every move I make... with every step I take in the game of life <br />
I find myself living in my own private living Hell<br />
Wondering every now and then... forever again<br />
How can I mend this broken heart?<br />
While living on broken promises... empty dreams<br />
In my palace depression... as I cry silent tears... tears of shame<br />
I can feel the rain in my heart... falling like the mist of a waterfall crashing all around<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
For just a moment... one moment in time<br />
I wish I could go for a long walk home in the summer sun<br />
With my angel... my friend at my side<br />
The one who is my secret wind... my special friend <br />
Truly a special someone <br />
Back to the country... we would go <br />
Back where I belong... beyond the pictures of my life that have been shown<br />
Back to the old memories that are my legacy and are held so dear<br />
Where red roses are in bloom... with the beauty that lives deep within<br />
To just fish for the secrets of wisdom in the vast pond of life<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
I'm on the edge of spinning out of control<br />
While wondering through this shipwreck called life into the realm of cold reality... suicide<br />
Crying out for someone to care... for someone to just love me... for someone to just be there<br />
While I'm livin' on the edge through the storms of life<br />
Cutting away the pain of this lonely heart<br />
And suddenly... I find that I'm living on borrowed time<br />
But for me... as I'm crying Heaven frozen tears... it's heartbreak time again<br />
For this moment until the end of time... I'm taking no chances <br />
When you speak to me with those beautiful eyes<br />
Please don't ever say goodbye<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
For I am the old woman <br />
What a sweet, sweet lady am I?<br />
In a blink of an eye... one brief moment in time<br />
I'm carrying the fourth rose...in my gnarled old hand<br />
But I've just gotta let you know...  babe...before I go...  what matters to my heart the most<br />
The gift... the simple chain of love<br />
That brings out the best inside of me<br />
When I look through your eyes... the eyes of love<br />
I see hope's light shining from above<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
The perfect poet that I am... who is so uniquely me has the heart of a poet's soul <br />
It's just the who I am... and want to be... maybe nothing more than you already see<br />
I just write my lil' poem... for you all to read<br />
'Cause you inspire me... yes, you do<br />
You are an angel in my life<br />
You're the inspiration... the heart and soul of my poetry<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
I seemed to be falling off the edge of love...somewhere I don't want to be<br />
I want to fly high to touch the edge of paradise<br />
I am an eagle with a broken wing... my angel of love is carrying me on wings rising to heights above...<br />
That are so amazing to me<br />
So...maybe it's time... to take a step into eternity... where the love never ends<br />
Where our hearts are given another chance to mend<br />
As we gaze at our footprints in the sand...<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
The reality is: to figure out... where the dreams start and where they end...
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                                                            <b>Lost Inside Myself</b>
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                                                        <font class="tiny"><b>Date:</b> Thursday, 1st April 2004 @ 02:16:52 AM AEST<br><b>Topic:</b> Sad Poetry</font><br><br>
                                                        <font class="content">Contributed By: kidpoet_213<br><br>
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                                                       Here I am... alone again... lost inside myself<br />
Knocking at the door of life... feeling like a little child lost<br />
Roaming free... wandering... through a cold dark night...as if it were another place... another time<br />
Dare to dream of what this life could bring <br />
Sorrow... pain... and suffering seem to have been my lot thus far<br />
But in this dream... a hug... maybe... could soothe this ache inside<br />
But I don't know... <br />
For this little child shouldn't have to walk alone<br />
Won't God bless the child... 'cause there's something missing in her life?<br />
A little hope... a reason to believe... is all she needs to make life complete<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
Still... I am alive... on my journey through life... with a cracked mirror called time<br />
Trying to take the time to live... to live one day at a time<br />
But with every move I make... with every step I take in the game of life <br />
I find myself living in my own private living Hell<br />
Wondering every now and then... forever again<br />
How can I mend this broken heart?<br />
While living on broken promises... empty dreams<br />
In my palace depression... as I cry silent tears... tears of shame<br />
I can feel the rain in my heart... falling like the mist of a waterfall crashing all around<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
For just a moment... one moment in time<br />
I wish I could go for a long walk home in the summer sun<br />
With my angel... my friend at my side<br />
The one who is my secret wind... my special friend <br />
Truly a special someone <br />
Back to the country... we would go <br />
Back where I belong... beyond the pictures of my life that have been shown<br />
Back to the old memories that are my legacy and are held so dear<br />
Where red roses are in bloom... with the beauty that lives deep within<br />
To just fish for the secrets of wisdom in the vast pond of life<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
I'm on the edge of spinning out of control<br />
While wondering through this shipwreck called life into the realm of cold reality... suicide<br />
Crying out for someone to care... for someone to just love me... for someone to just be there<br />
While I'm livin' on the edge through the storms of life<br />
Cutting away the pain of this lonely heart<br />
And suddenly... I find that I'm living on borrowed time<br />
But for me... as I'm crying Heaven frozen tears... it's heartbreak time again<br />
For this moment until the end of time... I'm taking no chances <br />
When you speak to me with those beautiful eyes<br />
Please don't ever say goodbye<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
For I am the old woman <br />
What a sweet, sweet lady am I?<br />
In a blink of an eye... one brief moment in time<br />
I'm carrying the fourth rose...in my gnarled old hand<br />
But I've just gotta let you know...  babe...before I go...  what matters to my heart the most<br />
The gift... the simple chain of love<br />
That brings out the best inside of me<br />
When I look through your eyes... the eyes of love<br />
I see hope's light shining from above<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
The perfect poet that I am... who is so uniquely me has the heart of a poet's soul <br />
It's just the who I am... and want to be... maybe nothing more than you already see<br />
I just write my lil' poem... for you all to read<br />
'Cause you inspire me... yes, you do<br />
You are an angel in my life<br />
You're the inspiration... the heart and soul of my poetry<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
I seemed to be falling off the edge of love...somewhere I don't want to be<br />
I want to fly high to touch the edge of paradise<br />
I am an eagle with a broken wing... my angel of love is carrying me on wings rising to heights above...<br />
That are so amazing to me<br />
So...maybe it's time... to take a step into eternity... where the love never ends<br />
Where our hearts are given another chance to mend<br />
As we gaze at our footprints in the sand...<br />
<br />
I'm just lost inside myself... floating inside a dream<br />
Wondering what is reality...<br />
<br />
The reality is: to figure out... where the dreams start and where they end...                                                        <br>
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