Your Poetry Dot Com - Criminal guilt

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is my reality; Unrelenting it has become as well
as confining this transparent soul within a small
box where my phobia and will to survive out
weighs any moral training that I might have
been taught in my youth. Wishing only to
liberate myself by any means even at the
expense of others whom I might or may never
encounter in person. It does not matter to me
if the ones taken advantage of were good or
bad people; in the end all will sleep the eternal
sleep and will awaken later inside of whichever curse reality
beseech them while they slept within my eternal nightmare.
It is my forevermore wish that my action taken
or never taken might somehow free my lungs from
the suffocating smoke of disparity so that I
might once again inhale the fresh air of
self worth and thereby prove to myself once and for
all that I alone posses the fortitude and
courage necessary for survival. In the end
the sheer will to survive Trumps all.

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Criminal guilt
Date: Tuesday, 31st December 2019 @ 09:20:02 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: slogan

I do not wish to be labeled a criminal yet this
is my reality; Unrelenting it has become as well
as confining this transparent soul within a small
box where my phobia and will to survive out
weighs any moral training that I might have
been taught in my youth. Wishing only to
liberate myself by any means even at the
expense of others whom I might or may never
encounter in person. It does not matter to me
if the ones taken advantage of were good or
bad people; in the end all will sleep the eternal
sleep and will awaken later inside of whichever curse reality
beseech them while they slept within my eternal nightmare.
It is my forevermore wish that my action taken
or never taken might somehow free my lungs from
the suffocating smoke of disparity so that I
might once again inhale the fresh air of
self worth and thereby prove to myself once and for
all that I alone posses the fortitude and
courage necessary for survival. In the end
the sheer will to survive Trumps all.

Copyright Johnny Hadnot Š 2nd December 2005

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