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Array ( [sid] => 185487 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I did it [time] => 2018-10-02 21:26:31 [hometext] => [bodytext] => i think it is time for me to start writting again,
there is so much of everything that im feeling within
so much so that i struggle to find the right words to say
but the weight of the words are weighing heavy on me today
lately i have been feeling a sadness thats been weighing on my soul
and that feeling is always the beginning of me losing control
and becoming and emotional mess,
and God in heaven knows that i dont need the stress
as voiceful as i can be, i normally keep what hurts me inside
where the little girl use to hide
but im now tackling the emotions as they come
i will not let the progress that i have made come undone
because im stronger than i use to be
i no longer need the little girl to comfort me
that is something she made me see
and i no longer need her to speak for me
so today im owning my feelings and not storing them inside
today i know its okay that yesterday i cried
and sometimes its ok not to be ok
and its okay to have a bad day
its okay to have moments of weakness and still be strong
and understand that nothing is wrong
the woman that i came to be is still free
but every so often i feel the little girl close by
and she whispers encouragement when she hears me cry
you got this just be strong and remember God is always there to call on
and say shirlee you are strong
so i smile to myself and move on
by saying thank you father for never leaving me alone
shirlee
in under 2 hours
tues 10-2-18
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I did it
Date: Tuesday, 2nd October 2018 @ 09:26:31 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: Desire

i think it is time for me to start writting again,
there is so much of everything that im feeling within
so much so that i struggle to find the right words to say
but the weight of the words are weighing heavy on me today
lately i have been feeling a sadness thats been weighing on my soul
and that feeling is always the beginning of me losing control
and becoming and emotional mess,
and God in heaven knows that i dont need the stress
as voiceful as i can be, i normally keep what hurts me inside
where the little girl use to hide
but im now tackling the emotions as they come
i will not let the progress that i have made come undone
because im stronger than i use to be
i no longer need the little girl to comfort me
that is something she made me see
and i no longer need her to speak for me
so today im owning my feelings and not storing them inside
today i know its okay that yesterday i cried
and sometimes its ok not to be ok
and its okay to have a bad day
its okay to have moments of weakness and still be strong
and understand that nothing is wrong
the woman that i came to be is still free
but every so often i feel the little girl close by
and she whispers encouragement when she hears me cry
you got this just be strong and remember God is always there to call on
and say shirlee you are strong
so i smile to myself and move on
by saying thank you father for never leaving me alone
shirlee
in under 2 hours
tues 10-2-18

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