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    [title] => Thanx Gram 
    [time] => 2013-07-02 15:54:20
    [hometext] => This is a poem I wrote years ago on this site on an account name that I can no longer access. I wanted to repost it on my new name.
    [bodytext] => Thanx Gram<br />
<br />
Contributed by musesonnetlimbo82 on Monday, March 14 2005 @ 22:37:34 AEST<br />
Topic: Fictional Poetry<br />
I feel that my Grandmother my mothers mom who was like a Mother to me helped me to write this poem to myself I could feel her there she recently passed march.16,2004 Florence M. Cooper<br />
<br />
<br />
memories that dance like little glass dolls, dream of romance but chances just fall<br />
lost in a time calloused they judge each movement a crime<br />
like his job up above<br />
whisper no mercy you've layed down the law still I am thirsty no time for the brawl<br />
pity the scissors and now her hairs gone like all of the<br />
Dreams she held tight for so long<br />
123,123,123 turn but deep in her soul so much more does she yearn, if only belief<br />
from just one other heart could give her a push, just a hint of a start<br />
it doesn’t take much just encouraging words<br />
as the clock waste's its time only silence is heard, her swallow's are shallow and<br />
it goes down to quick only now so long later and she still can’t get<br />
sick<br />
somehow an image that’s too easy to place stairs back from the mirror, as she takes<br />
one more taste, her eye's bloody red still a blade in her hand<br />
and mumbling soft words now she can understand<br />
just three choices she has and behind these three doors a decision at hand,<br />
but what’s less is much more, the bottle drops fast and the shattering<br />
sound makes her laugh at the glass that is scattered around<br />
though her feet bloody red she steps up to the gate of the doorways before her<br />
and decisions that wait, taking hold of the knob where she takes her<br />
first steps she, posses just once on her right she sees death<br />
his hollow hooded face seems its staring to deep only void in the hood of the secrets<br />
it keeps, his words sound like hisses that come from a snake<br />
it says now my dear your own bed you make<br />
you could have sat back and let me do the job, if u'd just used that blade, your<br />
future I’d rob no decisions to make and you'd have no more tears<br />
and nothing to run from for I’m your last fear<br />
before looking away to find what’s on her left, he pulled open his robe and she<br />
watched her own death, her skin grew gray pale and her sole took its place among<br />
other lost futures and the dreams that wont play<br />
and the screaming she heard oh too many to tell, of pain altogether and the peaces<br />
that fell, souls that pleaded to have just one more chance, one more kiss in the<br />
dark, one more tear, one more dance<br />
from the left their came voices of other demands of what moves she should make, and<br />
and the way she should stand<br />
if u'd chosen this door,<br />
came an echoing voice, any thing u'd have done for you we'd make the choice, you'd<br />
have no deciding it'd be easy this way, you'd know just where to go<br />
you'd know just what to say, and you'd make us so happy to live as we want<br />
see our own paths are made but yours you've still got, and to do what years ago we<br />
could have done, and make our dreams come to life that were once gone<br />
and she watched as she lived the way they thought best, as all she had hoped for<br />
froze as memories at last, her life wasn’t so bad she just lived like a clone<br />
she found someone to marry and had kids of her own, every day she'd awake at just<br />
the right time and off to a job, like a rhythmic rhyme<br />
she stood still for a moment and looked back to the mirror, now she heard herself say<br />
it’s just me that you've feared, when you take the direction you've wanted to take<br />
its not hard to see some mistakes you will make, your gonna fall down<br />
and find your share of scars, but u know when you stand you'll know just where you<br />
are, and if your decisions take you the wrong way, its not very hard to start over<br />
this day, just be true to yourself and determined of mind, always stand back up<br />
and leave the past behind, don’t look for the treasures if their meant they'll appear<br />
and with God in your life, only he shall you fear, your future's not clear yet but<br />
its not hard to find, life's a great journey if you keep peace of mind<br />
there is no time limit you've forever to make every decision each success and mistake<br />
always encourage but never enforce, make sure others know what to you they are worth<br />
its time now to turn to door that you've chose<br />
this was just a test and I’m glad you've arose, still there are more I now know you'll<br />
prevail for always look deep within and you never will fail<br />
so slowly I open the door where I stood no longer with fear for I<br />
knew that I could<br />
BY: JILL ANN COOPER JR.<br />
ALIAS: JILLEO<br />
<br />
copyright 2005<br />
<br />
<br />
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Copyright © musesonnetlimbo82 ... [2005-03-14 22:37:34]<br />
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                                                        <font class="tiny"><b>Date:</b> Tuesday, 2nd July 2013 @ 03:54:20 PM AEST<br><b>Topic:</b> Sad Poetry</font><br><br>
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                                                       Thanx Gram<br />
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Contributed by musesonnetlimbo82 on Monday, March 14 2005 @ 22:37:34 AEST<br />
Topic: Fictional Poetry<br />
I feel that my Grandmother my mothers mom who was like a Mother to me helped me to write this poem to myself I could feel her there she recently passed march.16,2004 Florence M. Cooper<br />
<br />
<br />
memories that dance like little glass dolls, dream of romance but chances just fall<br />
lost in a time calloused they judge each movement a crime<br />
like his job up above<br />
whisper no mercy you've layed down the law still I am thirsty no time for the brawl<br />
pity the scissors and now her hairs gone like all of the<br />
Dreams she held tight for so long<br />
123,123,123 turn but deep in her soul so much more does she yearn, if only belief<br />
from just one other heart could give her a push, just a hint of a start<br />
it doesn’t take much just encouraging words<br />
as the clock waste's its time only silence is heard, her swallow's are shallow and<br />
it goes down to quick only now so long later and she still can’t get<br />
sick<br />
somehow an image that’s too easy to place stairs back from the mirror, as she takes<br />
one more taste, her eye's bloody red still a blade in her hand<br />
and mumbling soft words now she can understand<br />
just three choices she has and behind these three doors a decision at hand,<br />
but what’s less is much more, the bottle drops fast and the shattering<br />
sound makes her laugh at the glass that is scattered around<br />
though her feet bloody red she steps up to the gate of the doorways before her<br />
and decisions that wait, taking hold of the knob where she takes her<br />
first steps she, posses just once on her right she sees death<br />
his hollow hooded face seems its staring to deep only void in the hood of the secrets<br />
it keeps, his words sound like hisses that come from a snake<br />
it says now my dear your own bed you make<br />
you could have sat back and let me do the job, if u'd just used that blade, your<br />
future I’d rob no decisions to make and you'd have no more tears<br />
and nothing to run from for I’m your last fear<br />
before looking away to find what’s on her left, he pulled open his robe and she<br />
watched her own death, her skin grew gray pale and her sole took its place among<br />
other lost futures and the dreams that wont play<br />
and the screaming she heard oh too many to tell, of pain altogether and the peaces<br />
that fell, souls that pleaded to have just one more chance, one more kiss in the<br />
dark, one more tear, one more dance<br />
from the left their came voices of other demands of what moves she should make, and<br />
and the way she should stand<br />
if u'd chosen this door,<br />
came an echoing voice, any thing u'd have done for you we'd make the choice, you'd<br />
have no deciding it'd be easy this way, you'd know just where to go<br />
you'd know just what to say, and you'd make us so happy to live as we want<br />
see our own paths are made but yours you've still got, and to do what years ago we<br />
could have done, and make our dreams come to life that were once gone<br />
and she watched as she lived the way they thought best, as all she had hoped for<br />
froze as memories at last, her life wasn’t so bad she just lived like a clone<br />
she found someone to marry and had kids of her own, every day she'd awake at just<br />
the right time and off to a job, like a rhythmic rhyme<br />
she stood still for a moment and looked back to the mirror, now she heard herself say<br />
it’s just me that you've feared, when you take the direction you've wanted to take<br />
its not hard to see some mistakes you will make, your gonna fall down<br />
and find your share of scars, but u know when you stand you'll know just where you<br />
are, and if your decisions take you the wrong way, its not very hard to start over<br />
this day, just be true to yourself and determined of mind, always stand back up<br />
and leave the past behind, don’t look for the treasures if their meant they'll appear<br />
and with God in your life, only he shall you fear, your future's not clear yet but<br />
its not hard to find, life's a great journey if you keep peace of mind<br />
there is no time limit you've forever to make every decision each success and mistake<br />
always encourage but never enforce, make sure others know what to you they are worth<br />
its time now to turn to door that you've chose<br />
this was just a test and I’m glad you've arose, still there are more I now know you'll<br />
prevail for always look deep within and you never will fail<br />
so slowly I open the door where I stood no longer with fear for I<br />
knew that I could<br />
BY: JILL ANN COOPER JR.<br />
ALIAS: JILLEO<br />
<br />
copyright 2005<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
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