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[aid] => mick
[title] => Hurt
[time] => 2009-11-01 20:41:16
[hometext] => As my relation gets weirder a felling of lost is lingering in my chest and makes me write out my hurt
[bodytext] => As I lay there pondering about the action to take next, my heart is beating with deadly beat.
It hurts but I want to do it for myself.
I am not define by him or me,
I am define by God and if you do not love me than be it.
My mind talks but my heart says other things
As on a verge of a pregnancy, I hurt and earn to be free of the feeling.
Can anyone hear me cry out in my silent pain. I do not think so!!
My pride is in line I can’t fail her. She looked at me with expectation, I have to hold her gaze.
Put a funeral on the value of a man I used to, that I love,
And 20 ft under find my salvation from him.
Not being one in the act of love but single in the act of living would be reward to my soul.
Let me learn to breathe anew so that I may embrace the world around,
the friends around who makes my world rocks; upside and down.
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[informant] => Ophelia26
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[alanguage] => english
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[score] => 4
[ratings] => 2
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[topicname] => LostLove
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