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a bullet would be so much easier
But I still don't want to go
I hate it here, this life
nothing to do here
I don't believe anything is real
So why don't i want to go?
How come i won't just go?
No chord, or note, or melody
can stir me
no words
can explain what it is to not feel
Anger used to be enough for me
All i had
but now i don't even have that
I feel nothing
what is this?
bloody hell
i don't want this
I want there to be something real
locked in my room
nothing means anything to me
how did i get to this place?
i don't believe i'm real
i don't believe we're alive
i don't believe i'm real
I don't believe anything

I'll die someday
Mercifully
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What is This?
Date: Friday, 3rd April 2009 @ 06:09:52 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: Onslaught
Confusion
a bullet would be so much easier
But I still don't want to go
I hate it here, this life
nothing to do here
I don't believe anything is real
So why don't i want to go?
How come i won't just go?
No chord, or note, or melody
can stir me
no words
can explain what it is to not feel
Anger used to be enough for me
All i had
but now i don't even have that
I feel nothing
what is this?
bloody hell
i don't want this
I want there to be something real
locked in my room
nothing means anything to me
how did i get to this place?
i don't believe i'm real
i don't believe we're alive
i don't believe i'm real
I don't believe anything

I'll die someday
Mercifully
But then what?

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