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[aid] => mick
[title] => Eternal Paranoia
[time] => 2009-03-01 21:40:55
[hometext] => Just a poem from when I was hurt by someone close. Hope you enjoy cuz I do everytime I read it now.
[bodytext] => To much to do, in to little time
the clock becomes your enemy
his touch your savior
as the hands tend to pass you by
his hands old you near
You feel the world force itself upon you
as you begin to slowly drowned in your fears
He pulls you out and quiets your whimpers
you cling to him and ask him to never leave
he promises never to, he has set your fears at ease
for now then when he leaves for a brief time
the world starts to press in on you again
and your delusions yells to relize this is reality
you wait for his hands to pull you out
but they never do
and ever slowly you drowned in your paranoia
as it rocks you into a restless sleep
whispering that it will never hurt you
that it should not be feared but embraced
and when you think you have sunk to far
and been dead to long
a bubble appears and with it you feel something
hope and realization
hands wrap around you and pull you back
you have been gone for a while
you yell at him and hit him for letting you die
and he says that he had no choice
his paranoia had gotten him
to let you fear reality all to much
is his fear, he had to let you face it
but he was always there
you knew he had been there
but you were to far gone and to far dead
the insanity has won
and you distrust everything besides the little lullaby
that paranoia sings to you
as you drift to your ever eternally restless sleep
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[informant] => Fallen_Lover
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