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Array ( [sid] => 125193 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I wish the whispers were more painted illusions. [time] => 2006-09-01 14:18:23 [hometext] => I feel al over the place, so i guess poem is pretty rubbish but please comment any way. [bodytext] => i wish the whispers were more painted illusions,
maybe then,
i could break this emotion.

maybe if it wasn't true,
i could ignore all the things you did.
how you screwed me over,
made me feel so worthless.
i wish i wasn't another of your victims,
i wish i i'd never met you Chris,
i wish you'd never touched me,
preyed, on my vulnerablity...

but once you had me where you wanted me,
you did things i still want to protect you for...
because i still love you,
and that just makes this all hurt more.
you've vemonized my feelings,
you broke my inner shell,
but atleast you're locked in prison now,
atleast you're going back to hell.

i just wish the truth was a painted illusion,
coz maybe then,
i could break this emotion.
and escape and not be such a burden.

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I wish the whispers were more painted illusions.
Date: Friday, 1st September 2006 @ 02:18:23 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: deathdrop

i wish the whispers were more painted illusions,
maybe then,
i could break this emotion.

maybe if it wasn't true,
i could ignore all the things you did.
how you screwed me over,
made me feel so worthless.
i wish i wasn't another of your victims,
i wish i i'd never met you Chris,
i wish you'd never touched me,
preyed, on my vulnerablity...

but once you had me where you wanted me,
you did things i still want to protect you for...
because i still love you,
and that just makes this all hurt more.
you've vemonized my feelings,
you broke my inner shell,
but atleast you're locked in prison now,
atleast you're going back to hell.

i just wish the truth was a painted illusion,
coz maybe then,
i could break this emotion.
and escape and not be such a burden.

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