Your Poetry Dot Com - I want to....

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To fall off the planet,
And just go away.
But I can't.

I want to drink myself into a coma,
To just get soo stupid drunk
That nothing matters anymore.
But I won't.

I want to tell everyone to get bent,
To leave me alone,
And just go away.
But I'm too nice.

I want to just kill myself,
Just end my life.
Its not hard...
But I have too much going on.

I want to talk to her,
To tell her how I feel.
But I can't....

I want to sit down,
Get my life in order,
Figure things out.
I can do that.

I want to relax,
To get away from the stress.
But I can't,
My jobs need me too much.

I want to just see hapiness,
When will it happen?

Im too stressed to even know,
Will it ever happen?
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I want to....
Date: Saturday, 1st July 2006 @ 06:18:53 PM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: EddieDean

I want to just disappear,
To fall off the planet,
And just go away.
But I can't.

I want to drink myself into a coma,
To just get soo stupid drunk
That nothing matters anymore.
But I won't.

I want to tell everyone to get bent,
To leave me alone,
And just go away.
But I'm too nice.

I want to just kill myself,
Just end my life.
Its not hard...
But I have too much going on.

I want to talk to her,
To tell her how I feel.
But I can't....

I want to sit down,
Get my life in order,
Figure things out.
I can do that.

I want to relax,
To get away from the stress.
But I can't,
My jobs need me too much.

I want to just see hapiness,
When will it happen?

Im too stressed to even know,
Will it ever happen?
I will never know....

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