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[aid] => mick
[title] => Bipolar World
[time] => 2006-03-02 00:43:27
[hometext] => Bipolar Sucks. Nuff said.
[bodytext] => Starting off in this world with a disability is a hard thing to deal with
But living with bipolar is a challenge.
Life is not always sunshine and rainbows as I have discovered
it usually ends up with frustration and depression.
Being on medication for almost 9 years saddens me.
It makes me wonder if its just the medication making me happy.
To go off medication means putting my faith in God.
It means struggling to find a way of living.
With bipolar it seems like your never normal.
But difficult almost.
When I was a young girl I saw and experiencd many things in life.
Which may make me wise now.
Who knows…
Since starting on medication I have gained tons of weight, have an uncontrollible urge to eat, and my memory seems so lost.
I reduced my meds and finally felt that i just might get to be happy with out meds
boy was i wrong
im now upping them up again
because i have failed
Welcome to my
Bipolar World
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