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I feel like I'm dying but I'm still alive inside. It's been five days since i tried to take that strive to the final solution and end my life.
My eyes are decieved by the bull **** of this place. I see no wife and kids in my future.
A stiff body, barely keeping myself alive working **** jobs for less then minimum wage is all that crosses my mind.
With all the pain comes twice as much Hurt inside. What happens when you feel loved by someone you care about.
Doesn't change what you see or think about yourself until you can see what they see in you. I'm something of worth and value?
I'm not just a good for nothing worthless bastard?
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WIth all the pain comes twice as much hurt inside....
Date: Thursday, 2nd February 2006 @ 02:44:03 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: trev_clev
WIth all the pain comes twice as much hurt inside....
I feel like I'm dying but I'm still alive inside. It's been five days since i tried to take that strive to the final solution and end my life.
My eyes are decieved by the bull **** of this place. I see no wife and kids in my future.
A stiff body, barely keeping myself alive working **** jobs for less then minimum wage is all that crosses my mind.
With all the pain comes twice as much Hurt inside. What happens when you feel loved by someone you care about.
Doesn't change what you see or think about yourself until you can see what they see in you. I'm something of worth and value?
I'm not just a good for nothing worthless bastard?
Thats funny, because thats all I can see.

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