I move to a very small town in Ohio called Poland, the summer before my junior year. It was a hard change to deal with, all my friends I had to leave. It brought me to tears more then once. But thats ok, I love my new friends more. But back to the story, I started at Poland Seminary Highschool and made many aquantices, but not many real friends until the end of my junior year.
That summer, I went to Iowa, where I'm orignally from and where all my family lives, which is on big family; I have 8 sisters and 2 brothers. So, I didn't see my friends again, until, school started in the fall. But, it was like we never left. And we got closer over the year. Especially me, Joy, Caryn, Bryan and Wayne. We hung out together all the time.
Here is where starts into a soap opera. Caryn liked me from begining of senior year and we flirted alot. So, their was great sexual tension between us, because she wanted to get in my pants and have sex and i had made a promise to myself I whouldn't until i was out of highschool.
Well, Bryan and Joy end up starting to date. And a week later me and Caryn start to date. We went out all the four of us,alot. But both relationships were doomed from the start. Mine and Caryn's because i wasn't serious about it or her, i told everyone quote, ".....its just for now, its just for fun....." The first two weeks were good, we spent alot of time together. we had our first kiss, we made out and eventually she went down on me, but thats a whole nother story. But, the relationship went downhill after that. I sunk into what I know call deppression, all I did in my free time after school was basically sleep. I never wanted to see her. She wanted to see me every single waking moment of the day and i just needed my space.
To be continued.......
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