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[bodytext] => Am I a fool for believing in love? The day started off perfect then again most do, Laughing, talking and making plans. It’s happened so often I can never let myself fully enjoy the good moments. The anxiety deepens, my heart starts to palpate as the impending doom comes closer. I don’t want it to happen in fact I pray it doesn’t, but most days it’s inevitable. My heart sinks as the moment comes, the same accusations of lust for others. I try to physically fight the words most days, today I had nothing in me but pure sadness. Am I a fool for believing in love? Am I a fool for believing he will someday see the real me? It’s like a bad rerun of the worst horror movie you ever seen.You want it to stop playing but it won’t. You change the channel again and again and it’s still playing. I don’t know how to stop this, to most the answer is easy just leave. To me its not that easy I love this crazy mixed up man with all my heart. I can’t leave the good moments pull me back in I know it’s in him. Someday he will see it’s just him I want and no one else. Am I a fool for believing in love? Am I a fool for believing he will someday see the real me? Am I a fool for letting this happen day after day? I don’t look, text, talk to, have sex with or meet others, I have no desire to. He doesn’t know how much this physically and mentally hurts me. I want him so bad to believe I love him and want him and only him. I’m confused, hurt and saddened by the fact that my love thinks I’m a whore. The pain is deep and real everyday and it shatters me to pieces every time I hear him say the words. Am I a fool for believing in love? Am I a fool for believing he will someday see the real me? Am I a fool for letting this happen day after day? Am I a fool for letting this go so long it’s physically affecting my health? I believe In Love, I know it has to be out there for me, but I want it here, with him and only him , right now............... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 115 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Wronglyaccused [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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