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[title] => The Cycle
[time] => 2019-05-03 12:19:50
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[bodytext] => How many times have we done this before, Me moving my /*****/, Back and forth through your door. Right now everything’s great. Always is at the start. But sooner or later, Things fall apart. You get so depressed, Insecurities set in, Your mind starts to play tricks And its always the same. You’ll stop taking showers, Or changing your clothes, You’ll work day and night, And fall asleep in your coat. Your self-esteem dives And questions arise You tell yourself things That just are plain lies. And who pays for that? Me!!! That’s who!! With all your mean little insults That stab me straight through. With my stuff you destroy, With all my work you undo To make your house fit to live in For me, delsin, and you. So much effort I’ve wasted So much money I’ve burned So much love I’ve invested To repeatedly get burned. You take for granted each day The things that I do All the sacrifices I make, All the compromises for you. You expect me to give 100% of what’s mine. All my effort All my money All my love All my time But when its your turn You don’t tow the line You’d rather gripe about /*****/ You could change any day. And make excuses And pass blame For why you don’t try anyway I cant do it anymore My time has run out I’ve tried everything I know To turn things around And nothing I do makes the least difference you see So now maybe its time to focus on me To build something stable Gain some security in my life And perhaps find some happiness Free of chaos and strife. KJM 2019 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 115 [topic] => 43 [informant] => dbl0jen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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