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[sid] => 99481
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Maturity
[time] => 2005-06-28 12:43:07
[hometext] => to my parents.....
[bodytext] => my eyes burn when you speak to me my heart falls into pieces when you look away my mind goes in circles why do you have to push and drag me in your footsteps? i am a grown person, a humanbeing i can make my own choices if my choices break, then its my fault, not yours treat me like a different person please dont treat me like im 10 anymore what am i to think when you look at me and dont say a word? are you proud of me, or do u degrade me? my time is comming, are you ever going to let me go? you cant control my feelings for things and people, cause im not like you, im my own person, i have my own personality a personality that someone likes, but why cant you accept that? its like you dont want me to grow up to be someone you just want me to look in the mirror and see yourselves, instead of me im not going to reach your goals, i want to strive for my goals the goals that make me live and feel happy for i have way surpassed my age of maturity by many years and what i feel is real, whether its a happy, sad, or even love feeling... its always been real what did i do to deserve this treatment? is it because im the runt, the last one born, the baby? cause if it is, it feels like slavery, i dont get to be myself, i dont get privacy if i try to express myself towards you, you think that im "weird" and then walk away its like you dont accept my way of life, the path that i choose, and the styles that i like to me, it seems that you still need to mature more than i do, i know whats right and wrong so if you think i need to mature more, just look in the mirror into the eyes that stare back at you.. and say it again Kristen Marshall 17 6-27-05 [comments] => 1 [counter] => 187 [topic] => 48 [informant] => twitch06 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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