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Array ( [sid] => 99289 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => am i crazy? [time] => 2005-06-25 06:46:40 [hometext] => comments and ratings appreciated [bodytext] => i did it for real
i cut pretty deep
i couldnt handle it anymore
i really did want to die!
but i just couldnt leave
all my family and friends
maybe one day things will get better
but if not i can always just cut
if it scars i wont really care
am i crazy?
do i need help?
i have been through so many hard times!
what if one day i get pushed to the end?
what if i dont want any more time to spend?
am i crazy?
if you dream about death alot,
are you crazy?
cutting makes the pain go away!
i feel....a rush when i do it!
like all of a sudden,
i feel better in my own way
when i bleed i cry, but the pain feels good.
am i crazy?
if i cut too deep is that bad?
if i dont hit a vein its ok right?
am i crazy?
maybe one day i will get a sign
to see if i really am.....
but until then i have one question only..
am i crazy? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 217 [topic] => 59 [informant] => mjh0813 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => psychoticpoems )

am i crazy?

Contributed by mjh0813 on Saturday, 25th June 2005 @ 06:46:40 AM in AEST
Topic: psychoticpoems

i did it for real
i cut pretty deep
i couldnt handle it anymore
i really did want to die!
but i just couldnt leave
all my family and friends
maybe one day things will get better
but if not i can always just cut
if it scars i wont really care
am i crazy?
do i need help?
i have been through so many hard times!
what if one day i get pushed to the end?
what if i dont want any more time to spend?
am i crazy?
if you dream about death alot,
are you crazy?
cutting makes the pain go away!
i feel....a rush when i do it!
like all of a sudden,
i feel better in my own way
when i bleed i cry, but the pain feels good.
am i crazy?
if i cut too deep is that bad?
if i dont hit a vein its ok right?
am i crazy?
maybe one day i will get a sign
to see if i really am.....
but until then i have one question only..
am i crazy?

Copyright © mjh0813 ... [ 2005-06-25 06:46:40]
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Re: am i crazy? (User Rating: 1 )
by brittaney on Saturday, 25th June 2005 @ 07:56:55 AM AEST
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I was right there with you last year. The thing you have to realize is cutting DOES NOT make the pain go away! It sometimes takes a real long time to realize it, but it doesnt make anything better. Hurting yourself is not a way out. I know exactly how you feel, so if you ever want to take, im here for you!
Brittaney~

Re: am i crazy? (User Rating: 1 )
by Zandria on Saturday, 30th July 2005 @ 07:03:40 AM AEST
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i usually tend to woosie out.

good for you for waking up every day.

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