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[aid] => mick
[title] => Help
[time] => 2005-06-23 23:16:50
[hometext] => I actually wrote this along time ago, things got better since then, I found the love of my life, or so I thought, now he's gone and Im back in this state again
[bodytext] => Who can I trust, who can I tell Will I ever be able to leave this hell Im scared if they know, they'll say Im mentally ill I will be branded and they'll try to fix me with a pill But that's a cover not a cure, why dont they see I dont want to take pills to face reality I just want to know whats wrong with me Why can't I let go of this misery It seems every choice I make winds up making me sadder And the craziness inside myhead, I feel Im getting madder I fantasize about dying and I long to cut again And I keep shrinking, but I can never be too thin I feel so lost and I have no where to turn So I struggle alone as I continue to burn Please make it stop, make it go away I cant keep waking up to this every day [comments] => 2 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 32 [informant] => tainted [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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