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Array ( [sid] => 99141 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Love of thy Blade, Love of thy Bone [time] => 2005-06-23 21:44:51 [hometext] => There are so many ways to hurt thy self [bodytext] => As I slide the blade across my skin
I feel pleasure and pain from my guilty little sin
If for just a few moments I forget the world Im in
I tell myself its worth it, as the adrenalin rushes in

Everytime I go closer and closer
Each time pressing harder and harder
Teasing myself, Do I have what it takes
Can I turn my little red creeks into rivers and lakes

But all to soon my pleasure turns to pain
And then the pain turns into shame
What have I done, look at my arms
How will I ever hide these scars

I cannot do this any more, I will get better I say
As I take another draw and the smoke fades my pain away
So now I no longer cut, what a good girl I am
Did I mention how good this eccy is, lets cuddle, this is so much fun

Im coming down and have no money for more
I cannot bear reality, this is the worst Iv ever felt before
I look in the mirror and see what Iv become
Oh my god, please no, Im just like my mum

Drugs is not the answer, I dont want to be like my parents
I have to stop before its too late, I hope I have the strength
So I give it all up, but of course its not the end
Because I have something else, her name is ana, she's my new friend

With her I never feel alone
But she isn't happy if she cant see bone
I try my best to please her, I really really do
I do not want to lose her , Ana I need you



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Love of thy Blade, Love of thy Bone

Contributed by jilted on Thursday, 23rd June 2005 @ 09:44:51 PM in AEST
Topic: self-harmpoetry



As I slide the blade across my skin
I feel pleasure and pain from my guilty little sin
If for just a few moments I forget the world Im in
I tell myself its worth it, as the adrenalin rushes in

Everytime I go closer and closer
Each time pressing harder and harder
Teasing myself, Do I have what it takes
Can I turn my little red creeks into rivers and lakes

But all to soon my pleasure turns to pain
And then the pain turns into shame
What have I done, look at my arms
How will I ever hide these scars

I cannot do this any more, I will get better I say
As I take another draw and the smoke fades my pain away
So now I no longer cut, what a good girl I am
Did I mention how good this eccy is, lets cuddle, this is so much fun

Im coming down and have no money for more
I cannot bear reality, this is the worst Iv ever felt before
I look in the mirror and see what Iv become
Oh my god, please no, Im just like my mum

Drugs is not the answer, I dont want to be like my parents
I have to stop before its too late, I hope I have the strength
So I give it all up, but of course its not the end
Because I have something else, her name is ana, she's my new friend

With her I never feel alone
But she isn't happy if she cant see bone
I try my best to please her, I really really do
I do not want to lose her , Ana I need you







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Re: Love of thy Blade, Love of thy Bone (User Rating: 1 )
by tainted on Thursday, 23rd June 2005 @ 10:55:10 PM AEST
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I know how you feel, its always something. Your not alone


Re: Love of thy Blade, Love of thy Bone (User Rating: 1 )
by EVERxSOxSWEET on Friday, 24th June 2005 @ 01:20:37 AM AEST
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ohhhhh good good. loved it.


Re: Love of thy Blade, Love of thy Bone (User Rating: 1 )
by Bohemian_with_a_pen on Sunday, 26th June 2005 @ 07:07:20 AM AEST
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incredible, well done




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