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[sid] => 99107
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Company Through Despair, Laughing, Talking, Wonder
[time] => 2005-06-23 17:34:43
[hometext] => Not easy to comprehend I know, bear with the
[bodytext] => I dragged myself through this Found no sense to any of the things I held so dear I disappeared through the darkness Took you in and held you near You kept me company through the bad times You made me comfortable with the deepest sin I held my head so much lower But I still held you close and closer within I took myself back through you It's not that I could never get enough I swallowed all my fear and insecurities Ignored my senses as a blind man does I became pure evil A shroud was my place to call home I left the place of shelter Sought you and anywhere you decided to roam I got my head screwed Hid myself only under your forsaken gaze I lost myself in your pleasures And walked aimlessly through your tempestual maze I stained myself with your wonder Breathe without you I would never seem to do I caused so much pain and anger But in the end I couldn't run away from you I cried myself through anguish But returned to you for my life You gave me all the happiness And you caused me grief and strife I can say these things with a smile But in the end I will have a frown You will curse me away from my values As I proceed through the tunnel, a descent straight down I spend my time waiting Just to taste your bliss I wait forever for a sample Trade all my hardship for a numbing kiss Incomplete because I saw through you No one could ever understand I am tempted by your wonder And all the hard times began...... Tempted and wasted Depressed and so let down Despaired with no hope Laying upon the littered white ground A dream Hopeless as I may seem You come to me in reality But reality is only a sickness, a lonesome dream [comments] => 1 [counter] => 186 [topic] => 66 [informant] => Exodus [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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