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[aid] => mick
[title] => Flow or Go
[time] => 2005-06-22 19:54:08
[hometext] => write away my pain or cut it away. . . .
[bodytext] => I got no one to turn to and I feel alone. I’m having trouble putting away a habit of old. I want to pull out my old friend again tonight and cut all my problems away. I really want to just end it all tonight. Not just the cuts to take away the pain in my heart. I don’t want temporary relief. Tonight I want the real deal, I’m ready. I can’t take it anymore. All this stored up anger. I can’t get it out. I’m striving to just yell it out loud. I wish you’d just take me away. Can I write it out? Let the anger turn to ink? Or should I grab my dagger and let it go? I just don’t know. I’m having trouble thinking. My two personalities are battling inside my head. I wish I were dead. But then again, I want to live. Should I turn to my pen and let it flow? Or turn to the knife and let it go? ~Kortnie~ [comments] => 2 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 43 [informant] => justme03 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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