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[sid] => 98766
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The Final Layer
[time] => 2005-06-20 20:31:26
[hometext] => No one else will ever reach deep enough to matter!!!
[bodytext] => I try so hard; But inevitably, I fall short- In my mind nothing makes sense. This world is just a cold lonely place.... And now I'm worse off than before. Lost inside my thoughts, I cannot make them go away; The what ifs and should'ves, Are unrelenting- my head is hurting... I can't take this anymore. So the final layer is added- To the wall within myself ; I stand behind it, finally safe- Although badly scarred; theres no new pain to endure. No one else will ever reach, Deep enough to matter ; I will not allow myself to feel this way again- My heart is locked away, Forever protected against the impure! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 61 [informant] => harshreality [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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