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[sid] => 98186
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => strict secrets(diary entry oF mine)
[time] => 2005-06-15 21:30:52
[hometext] => a diary entry that i wrote and i wanted to share, i will once and a while post more of them. read and hopefully you will have a comment
[bodytext] => like living in a dollhouse, my mother made me look as beautiful as i speak but held chains on me so no other opposite want seek little that she knows that i've hidden secrets from her in so many ways i love her but we are so different in so many ways she wants me to go to college and make something of myself but at times i feel she wants me to live my life as if i'm living death the strong arguements we get into the comparing with my sister because she does better in school now then i do the way she moves me away when she finds that i'm in love with someone that she feels thats not right for me sometimes i wish she would just let me be she makes it seems as though i am the bad child she makes it so damn hard for me to smile i can't wear this mask anymore tears in my bible seems to pour maybe shes the reason why i want so much more its hurting me so bad but i can't live my life in this space sad i have to get away but as of now i will continue to write in my diary but i will leave when i find a way [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 71 [informant] => seci [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => secrets )
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