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[aid] => mick
[title] => The choice of two
[time] => 2005-06-15 14:45:17
[hometext] => this is actually apoem i wrote in spanish class with one of my friends, meganD. i was going through problems in my relationship and she was giving me advice in a poem. so basically this is a poem we both wrote together.
[bodytext] => diving for his attention and affection for some reason and i ask myself why nothing has changed of him , it's only his base of living a lie, his definition of love is what i don't understand not mine, but everyone else's man couldn't love him if i tried, therefore the cases of being hurt, i'll move on and try hard to hide not insisting on having him to love me, but to only realize there is no love with him in reality but how can there be no love without understanding, no love to recieve if there is none to give you want what you say , you can't have, but what comes from you in return? only words of what i express , maybe i'm afraid to put all i have to the test maybe i've gave so much love, now i'm running out of love, i don't think why it needs to be something that i need to receive , but how do you know when love no longer knocks at your door and its time for you to leave? why throw all love you hold to one so soon when you don't even know you don't know what's a lie so then the question changes changes into , was it too much, was it not enough but how can you end something you never even started? don't drop something you just picked up how can you leave when the door was never opened you don't understand, i'm nearly struggling to keep the door closed ,but i'm willing to open it with all my might i'm willing to protect myself with a shield to put force of this fight i can only love when i feel the timing is right so therefore i ask is the timing right? i've learned the time is only right when you make it i try hard to fight the feeling of nonexistence, when only i am the most valuable light what comes from me in return, i less know i'll become gentle at once and this time, with wideness, i'll open the door [comments] => 0 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 2 [informant] => seci [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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