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[sid] => 97793
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => the different free writes
[time] => 2005-06-12 18:25:03
[hometext] => just some stuff from long ago that i still deal with today
[bodytext] => I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather not be at your side than to stay with you and your lies I would rather not be by my self than to struggle with you. I would rather die unhappy than left sad and dry with you. I would rather have sex with a monkey and a rat than be in bed with you. I would rather have nothing than take from you (I learn now) ha. I would rather not prove my self any more to the world than listen to you try and prove your self to me. I should have learned from the first time I did something like that mike hard head Kat thats what I am. My life my ways ha what makes me different from the rest I aint got much on me but my pen and pad, hmm what makes me different from you is it because Im my own path maker. It was once said that the ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy. So someone please tell me where that puts me at in the front are the back of the world I still aint make bread yet. Please someone tell me why, why must I always go out to prove something to the world why is it that I always meet there craziest people around why is it that my summer was nothing but pair hell is it a sign yeah it really is mike change your life stay away from these fake heads ha maybe yup my way my life. ***** If you cannot be a poet, be the poem that' all I can be in my life time been through so much and I say this to let the world know I keep it real always true to the game of life. Was me getting hurt the other day a sign of GOD saying I he forgives me for all of my sins are what? Until its my time I wont know that answer yet. If only I could go back in time ***** it would be a lot of head I wish I never met. THE WORLD CAN BE A COOL AND HOT PLACE IN THE LIFE OF IBO MANY TIMES I SIT AND SAY TO MY SELF DO I BELONG HERE IS THIS WHAT I MAKE OF MY LIFE ARE IS IT THAT I CANT JUST TRUST THAT THINGS WILL BE FINE WITH ME AND THAT GOD WILL HELP ME MAKE IT THROUGH THE HEAT.... WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE THINGS FOR MY LIFE BETTER AND TO MOVE ON FROM MY PAST I YET SAY YEAH MIKE I WONT GO BACK BUT IT IS WITH EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE WHEN I WAKE UP WHEN I SLEEP WHEN I WRITE WHEN I TALK THEY GET THE POINT MAKE.... BUT I SAY THAT BUT I DONT SEEM TO GET THE POINT OF WHAT I'M DOING I KNOW I;M HERE FOR A REASON BUT WHAT COULD THIS REASON BE THAT IS SO GREAT ....MY MOODS ARE APART OF ME THAT IS MY SIGN FROM THE WATER OF THE SEA OF THE CRAB... WELL IF I STOP NOW WILL IT MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON WILL I STOP THE HATE CAN I MOVE TO THAT NEXT LEVEL OF MY LIFE SO MUCH PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE IN WHICH I REALIZE THERE ARE OTHERS AROUND THAT ARE GOING THROUGH WORST AND SOME DONT EVEN HAVE HOMES....THANK YOU GOD EVEN AT TIMES I GET MAD AT YOU I UNDERSTAND U ARE TECHING ME RIGHT FROM WRONG EVEN IF IT HAS TO DO WITH ME GETTING MY SELF HURT! DAMN I BEEN FALLING ASLEEP SO MUCH AS OF LATE POPS SAY I DONT GET ENOUGH SLEEP DAMN WHAT DOES HE KNWO WELL ALOT I STILL LOOK UP TO HIM WOW WASNT TOO LONG AGO WE HAD A FIGHT IT CHANGE ALOT BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WAS HOLDING IT ALOT WITH HIM AND WHAT HE WAS DOING TO ME BUT I GUESS IT SOMEWHAT MADE HIM SEE THAT NOT A KID ANYMORE BUT HEY I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME WITH ALOT OF STUFF WISH I COULD CHANGE MY PAST AND OH GOD YOU ALREADY KNOW I WOULD BE A MUCH BETTER PERSON ITS FUNNY THAT I HELP THOSE THAT DONT TOO MUCH CARE FOR ME BUT WITH OTHERS THAT DO ITS UNEVEN WITH THEM YEAH I COME TO SEE THAT THROUGH MY EYES AND EARS DAMN I JUST WANTED TO BE THE BEST SO I COULD SHOW THESE HATERS THAT YO NOT AS BAD AS YOU SEE ME ASS BUT I NEED TO TELL MY SELF YO MIKE THOSE PEOPLE AINT ***** WHY DO U HAVE TO PROVE UR SELF TO THEM I DONT KNOW WHY JUST BE LIKE THAT HALF OF MY LIFE BUT IT STARTED SOMEWHERE I BEEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHY MY NIGHTMARES COME TO HUNT ME AND WHY I GO BACK SOME MUCH IT HELPS ME TO REALIZE THAT YO IF U DIDNT GO THROUGH WHAT U DID BACK THEN I WOULDNT HAVE OVER COME ALOT OF THEMS THAT I FACE NOW I WISH MY BROTHERS WAS STILL ALIVE THE THREE OF US LOL WHAT Part WOULD I HAVE TO PLAY BUT ANYWAY .........ALL I WILL DO I don`t want you say anything just practice and do it. I guess I`m also trying to say let me be there to help you and I don`t mean just as a friend but as your boyfriend and who knows maybe your future husband. If it can`t escalade to that I will except it. I just don`t want you lose you as a friend so I respect your wises. IS TRY [comments] => 0 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 31 [informant] => ebooibo [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => StoryPoetry )
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