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[sid] => 97717
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I've Come Into The Fog Again
[time] => 2005-06-11 22:51:38
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[bodytext] => I'm sitting in her office. She's saying something. I'm not really paying attention... I can feel the fog coming down upon me. There are strangers in the fog. They wonder around in search of me... Years go by... Time slows down... It's like a ride... A ride in the mind... Where you have no control of where you go... And no idea of where your going... Or when you'll get there. I have a second home here. And there is a second family here. Same old yard... Same old room... But these places seem so much more, Stuffed with shadows... And I don't think they've ever been here... I'm someone else here too... And I'm not quite sure I like her... She's me, you see... But she doesn't have near as much control, Over who she turns out to be... Actually... Not much control over much of anything. I feel the drifting darkness. I feel the loss of control... The tears, the pain, the bleeding... I feel like a fool... I hate this place... Quite deeply... I no longer know when it'll come again... So often, I am just minding my own business... Like now... When it comes upon me again... I've come into the fog.... I hope this passes soon. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 75 [informant] => ForeverAndADay [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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