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[sid] => 97369
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => What If...
[time] => 2005-06-08 22:59:52
[hometext] => I guess everybody has that thought at some point in their life. What if i was there, what if she was doing this, what if they had seatbelts on...
[bodytext] => I sometimes wonder What things would be like If you still lived with us If our home was still ours If our life was fun and filled But it is not And this I know is for sure When you started drinking Things got worse Then you drank more Putting yourself into a deep depression Y ou thought I hated you You bugged my sister about Me not wanting to see you Cant you see why? You lived with us And I resented you You yelled at us I wanted to push you away But I knew better I didn’t talk back Until I was sure you deserved What you were being told. Your ideal parent idea Is yelling, scolding, punishment Because as most adults say That’s what was done to you Well, you aren’t your parents Or your parent’s parents You have a mind of your own Would things have been better If you did more with us Well that is something We will never find out You live on your own All alone, depressed, saddened A drunk Nothing is helping you We have all given up from trying You don’t want it We wont give it Because we are all sick of fighting The fight [comments] => 3 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 39 [informant] => Dakota [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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