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[aid] => mick
[title] => Where from here?
[time] => 2005-06-07 17:16:25
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[bodytext] => I’m so confused I’m not sure how much more of this I can stand You say you want to be with me You say we can make it work But then it seems as though I’m doing everything You’re making no effort You never call me, or at the least return my calls I feel as though you are living two lives One here, the one with me And the one down there, where you’re from But when you’re down there I feel as though I’m not part of it I feel as though you don’t want me to be As though I’m some type of secret or something But there is something there Something that keeps me waiting around for you Something that keeps me hoping things will be okay You are the first guy I’ve opened my heart to in awhile You are the first guy I’ve trusted too So do you want to ruin it all now? Do you really want to throw it all away? You say you care, and deep down I think you do But you have a funny way of showing it Are you afraid like I am? Or is there something you aren’t telling me? Why are you running away? Why are you holding back? All my friends say I should just drop you, I don’t deserve this But part of me is still holding on Holding on to what I think is worth it You’re the first person I run to with good news First person I run to with a problem First person I run to when I want to feel safe I want nothing more than to be in your arms For you to tell me that everything will be okay But for the time being I’m unsure I’m afraid to let myself get in any further and get hurt I don’t know what you want from me I don’t know what you want out of all of this So for now Ill just wait and see what happens Where will we go from here?? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 407 [topic] => 48 [informant] => fastpitchqt [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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