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[sid] => 96859
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Came to You
[time] => 2005-06-04 21:47:26
[hometext] => I went to this person when i wanted to die although i don't know why... i know he doesn't want me dead, so why'd i go to him?
[bodytext] => Can you see what’s happening? I went to you for a helping hand I know you can see my hurt and struggling I can see it in your eyes when you are staring At me; watching to see what I’ll do Wondering what’s my next move The only thing you know is from the poem That I snatched from your palm You were watching me since you read It; I feel your eyes drilling into my head I look away, I look down I can’t face the frown That is plastered on your face You are wondering if this is just a phase If it’s the real thing or not Well, I’ve given it all I’ve got I’ve failed many times, this is true And you are the one I went to But you don’t know how to handle my pain I went to you for some reassurance and to gain You on my side, but now I don’t know I try to run, I try to go Now that you know, I want to leave This was just a mistake I do believe I shouldn’t have come to you Now you are confused too Wondering what’s wrong And why I’m so down Your eyes– they are watching me Waiting, for me to see But I will not look into your eyes That takes too much and I know I’ll cry All I know is that I came to you with courage And now I’m in rage I’m mad at myself and yelling I shouldn’t let you see me falling I know you’ll try to catch me I know you’ll try to fight my enemy D*** it… I don’t know why I came to you when I want to die I know you’ll fight my urge To take a lurch Off of the side That’s why you are beside Me now, looking, watching It feels like you are holding Me back from the edge Like you won’t let me near the ledge I don’t know why I went to you when I cried When what I wanted was death When all I wanted was to be dead I went to you friend When I wanted the end I don’t know why I did it I don’t understand a bit Why it was you I came to [comments] => 1 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 48 [informant] => sprinter27 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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