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[aid] => mick
[title] => A Change Within
[time] => 2005-05-29 13:42:39
[hometext] => This poem is about a change that should have happen within me a long time ago. Sometimes change is started when you are about to lose something close to you. My change started when I was going to lose my heart....It's name is Shekelia
[bodytext] => I hate this anger that I have in my heart, It's making me sick, It's tearing me apart. It's the cold feeling of resentment and regret, But I am the cause for this feeling that I get. There were too many times at night I made you cry, Why did it take this long for me to open my eyes. It took the thought of my Queen in the embrace of another, that started my mind to think and to wonder. I thought of all the little things that you wanted to do together, All that quality time would have made things so much better. I haven't been giving you my all and that's a God damn shame, That's why this terrible feeling I have, I'm the one to blame. I can't lose you Kelia, my mistakes end on this day, I have turned over a new leaf and changed my ways. From this day forth, our relationship will do nothing but progress, Cus baby I want to be with you until my very last breath. No more excuses and there definitely won't be any more lies, I know it's hard to shallow, but please Kelia, give it a try. I know these words aren't new, I know you heard them before, I know it's getting tired, I know it's becoming a bore. But the thought of you with someone else really got me scared, the thought of you with someone else, is something I just can't bare. Now I understand some of the thoughts that ran thru your brain, Feelings and thoughts that made you think if you were going insane. I love you so much Kelia, I think about my mistakes everyday, I'm scared....So scared of losing you this is why I'm changing my ways. Many promises were broken in the past and lies were told to you, But this is one promise I am sure of, I am going to make come true. I Love You [comments] => 2 [counter] => 248 [topic] => 48 [informant] => jrook [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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