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[sid] => 95922
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Suicidal Momentum
[time] => 2005-05-27 01:12:03
[hometext] => excitement of suicide....
[bodytext] => Majestic maker please cast off my mind’s rage Make known the way out to this most tortuous cage Praying doesn’t help only reaffirms my sinful state How can I regain God’s favour when he looks upon me with hate? Breathing serves no purpose for I simply waste precious air I continue to decay down in the dark recesses of my own lair Death does abide by the will of the lunacy that does consume Matched with my utter hopelessness that always seems to loom Suddenly I feel so alive As on the bittersweet adrenalin of death My mind does thrive All at once by thoughts of perishing I am darkly thrilled My body spasms with fulfillment as any remainder of sanity is killed Receding hope as the momentum drives my reluctant soul Pointing the gun at my worthless head I blow through a hole [comments] => 2 [counter] => 184 [topic] => 36 [informant] => pUnKa_RaCh [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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