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[aid] => mick
[title] => Bottled Emotions
[time] => 2005-05-26 08:01:14
[hometext] => How can you tell someone that you love them... when they can't say it themselves. It creates a conflict in your soul that you can't fix on your own. But eventually, after keeping to yourself for so long, you tell them... it's all a matter of how...
[bodytext] => Bleak memories, With no hope Or faith. A lack of care A pointless dare. I challenge myself To solitude. I leace my soul In a bottle Safe from harm, Or any charm. Trapped and barely alive I barely strive. I survive By devouring myself, My emotions, My care, My heart. Ripping it apart, Piece by piece. I feel nothing, For I have devoured my pain. Burning rain Of insults and threats Surround my soul. I try not to care. I have heard my share. Stranded on an island Created by my desire To calm the raging fire. Too often becoming a liar Just so they will let me be. Set me free. The clear crystaline bottle Filled with blue, violet and red. So rarely have I bled. I'm filled with dread. The colored fluids touch the top. Emotions overflow A radiant show Of sorrow and death Stealing my breath As I collapse to my knees And cry In the bitter breeze. Tears flowing The color of blood And taste of solitude and regret. Trapped with my tears, Bleeding forgotten fears The years Of torment flash before my eyes All the lies Whispered in my ears Throughout the years. I need an escape. Freedom from hate. I turn to you, Unsure of what to do. I beg for you help and part. You held my heart, Fragile and torn apart. With time and care You tried to repair Every sinew and string The pain and the sting I know it will bring. But the pain I do not feel But a new feeling became real. A moment of love to share A kiss and a ressurection of care. So gently you held me close And told me it would be alright Removing fright. A new light Entered my soul. Spreading love And making me open my eyes To stare at my prize. You. A great burden lifted, My soul has shifted. It opens to you and your touch Bringing with it much Joy and happiness. Please, I beg of you. I have given you all I could. Please give me a hint that you care. Another second of passion To share. Please love me, Or possibly more... For I can only speak To you The truth: I love you. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 13 [informant] => nanonan [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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