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[aid] => mick
[title] => I want To Die.
[time] => 2005-05-25 05:44:45
[hometext] => Something that I am going threw in my life ... plz help me.
[bodytext] => There Is times I n my life that I want to die.
Cause all I do is cry.
I cant stand the pain anymore.
What am I gaining from this pain.
You cant deny the fact that I want to die.
I am tired of all of the pain and lies of my life.
It doesnt seem to buy me anything but more pain.
I cant hold back the tears I cry when I am deny of such pain.
Can you tell me where I am going with all of this pain.
That I hold all inside.
Cause I dont want to go outsided .
I am locked IN my feelings of pain.
I feel so alone.
I look to the sky.
But you are not there to tell me by.
I look at the time and see how it flys.
But nothing can stop the pain .
I dont want to live with this anymore.
Cause I cry.
Can you show me a sign.
OF all this pain I hold inside.
[comments] => 9
[counter] => 213
[topic] => 36
[informant] => butterflygirl40
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[alanguage] => english
[acomm] => 0
[haspoll] => 0
[pollID] => 0
[score] => 9
[ratings] => 3
[editpoem] => 1
[associated] =>
[topicname] => Suicide
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I want To Die.
Contributed by
butterflygirl40
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Wednesday, 25th May 2005 @ 05:44:45 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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There Is times I n my life that I want to die.
Cause all I do is cry.
I cant stand the pain anymore.
What am I gaining from this pain.
You cant deny the fact that I want to die.
I am tired of all of the pain and lies of my life.
It doesnt seem to buy me anything but more pain.
I cant hold back the tears I cry when I am deny of such pain.
Can you tell me where I am going with all of this pain.
That I hold all inside.
Cause I dont want to go outsided .
I am locked IN my feelings of pain.
I feel so alone.
I look to the sky.
But you are not there to tell me by.
I look at the time and see how it flys.
But nothing can stop the pain .
I dont want to live with this anymore.
Cause I cry.
Can you show me a sign.
OF all this pain I hold inside.
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2005-05-25 05:44:45]
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Re: I want To Die.
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by mylady on
Wednesday, 25th May 2005 @ 06:36:50 AM AEST
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| Don't cry we all go threw this. You should see me cry i cry for every thing. well take care |
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Re: I want To Die.
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by Jaycee on
Wednesday, 25th May 2005 @ 07:13:31 AM AEST
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Dear Butterflygirl
Over the last couple of months I have thought things as you have and even drove to the ledge to make that final leap. So I guess I have some idea of what pain is that makes you think like that. I hate it when my head pounded so much that it felt like it was going to explode and everything seemed so hopeless. Having said that, I hope you can at least respect what I am going to say, because I can understand because I have been there...
The things that helped bring me from the brink were this.
standing on the brink, I could not go through with it. i wanted the pain to go away, but not at that price
i had to latch onto someone, anyone, who was a friend because...
silence will kill you, bottling it up and not venting, that won't work, you have to communicate
my lifeline was... hell, is good people here on this site; i owe a lot to them, one especially is an angel
I don't know if any of this helps. I hope so. Don't give up hope. Talk to your friends, and if I can help, please send me a line.
Jaycee
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Re: I want To Die.
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by crap_snapper on
Wednesday, 25th May 2005 @ 08:34:57 AM AEST
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| This is the way society is at the moment, the world isn't empty and pointless and neither are you it's just we are taught to ask and expect more of it than is possible. Eventual we are left empty because are priorities and belief system doesn't work. When you look around you now and everything looks knee deep in *****, everything looks futile and without a purpose. When you see a bird singing or a child playing and they are meaningless it isn't that they are, there is nothing wrong with you for thinking this it's just the way we are programmed because of the emptiness of the system. There is a reason for the chemical unbalance that causes you to get sad and want to end your life and this is it. We do not exist to improve ourselves like were told at school and on TV, we don't exist to get a good job and to read T.S.Elliot and play video games and have fun like were told every day of our lives. All these things are made up and when you realise their pointless you are left with nothing, you think life is pointless. We exist for no other reason but to exist and that’s enough, that should be enough. Once you blank your mind to what were told we live for and discover the importance and power of existence you will see that the baby playing or the bird singing has nothing to do with making you happy or sad it just exists. We shouldn’t question everything because we are expecting to get answers, why should we. I love the world I live in and I love you, I love all the *****ty things too because of they are beautiful because they exist. Please believe me when I say life is worth living, you will see that one day. |
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Re: I want To Die.
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by Former_Member on
Wednesday, 25th May 2005 @ 10:26:07 AM AEST
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Your name stands out to me, because I think of a girl, who loves butterflies, wrapped in a cocoon called life waiting to burst out of her shell, and fly. The life we live is worth every painstaking step. There are many reasons to why we are here, and to heal and mend our soul is one of them. But only through pain and hardship can we see where our soul needs attention. Friends, talking it out, comfort, writing are all ways our soul is screaming to let us know we are on the right path. Tears are shed as a way of comforting a broken heart. You my dear girl are on the right path to realizing the grander purpose as to why you, a butterflygirl, is present on this earth. You are here, and we (friends) are here for you. We all as humans go through this and we have become better individuals for it, and you too, will see the Light that awaits you at the end of the tunnel. Fight to live, live to bloom, it IS worth it!!!
Angel always...God Bless You! Joni |
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Re: I want To Die.
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by Vampirequeen on
Wednesday, 25th May 2005 @ 11:44:51 AM AEST
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I hope that you dont feel this way nomore.
take care |
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Re: I want To Die.
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by hauntedscorp on
Wednesday, 25th May 2005 @ 11:49:17 AM AEST
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| This was a deeply personal write, and I think it's good you gave voice to this. Please know that almost everyone has been, or is in the situation you find yourself in now...There is no easy answer to something that can seem so hopeless, but I can promise you if you stay strong and try to keep your chin up, things will actually get better...It may seem hard to imagine right now, but once you hit rock bottom, there is nowhere to go but up....Take Care, and you can always pm me if you want. Scorp. |
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Re: I want To Die.
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by darkangeleyes57 on
Thursday, 26th May 2005 @ 11:51:28 AM AEST
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crying helps believe me it does but crying to much damages the soul. I cry sometimes uncontrolablly and for no reason i will cry but you need to push past these thoughts and try to hold on to something that makes you happy no matter how big or how small. Try to think positive and remember everyone here at YPDC are here for you and we are all like a giant family.. take care
christina |
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Re: I want To Die.
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by Chaser on
Thursday, 16th June 2005 @ 01:48:56 PM AEST
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| i know how you feel alone, and i know what loss can feel like, and i know this probably doesn't sound like some great solution, but if you give all your trouble to God and Jesus, i promise in time they can make it better. Trust in God and he will prevail, and if you ever need someone to talk to just email me at itsthatboyc@comcast.net, im here to listen. |
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Re: I want To Die.
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by rosethorn100 on
Tuesday, 19th July 2005 @ 01:25:34 AM AEST
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i need to apologize on my first comment to you lated poem - it wasn't untill i read the rest of your poem i see you have express yourself well - and the truth is you're crying for help
you need to find some help - poetry is a good way of getting our feeling out but don't not help to improve life - only help in real life will help you get by this but you have to make the first move - trust me i've been there myself and am still struggling with it
don't give up and try find help - happiness it out there u just need to find it and get help
wish you better and hope you find you road to happiness
take care rosey |
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