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[title] => Mixed Emotions
[time] => 2005-05-19 19:53:47
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[bodytext] => do you know how it feels when pain wont go away its like a knife jabbing at your side you love someone so much from their heart you long to hear the beat the sound of soft quiet pounding on a door but you hate them at the same time are they ever gonna realize you're about ready to quit your life you'd do anything to win the heart of the one you love holding a blade to your wrist cutting their name to prove a point you watch the blood trickle down knowing its the wrong thing to do they act like they dont understand sleepless nights you're just to fearful of the answer they might come up with driving you insane until you cant take it you can feel your heart painfully breaking your name is scarred in my body sometimes i regret it it seems like my life is beginning to deteriorate the smell of dead corpses forever lying in a river the dreadful taste of the rotten earth the darkness and cold feeling like being in an old broken down house by myself in the middle of nowhere im afraid of ending my life alone but im not giving up now with my soul i can bet i cannot wait any longer this obbsession will last until you leave and my heart is slowly turning to stone is this the way i will be forever mixed emotions is all i have until you say you love me [comments] => 0 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Heartbreaker_In_Disguise [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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