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[aid] => mick
[title] => pile of nonsense
[time] => 2005-05-18 21:57:29
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[bodytext] => prickly feeling shoots thru my nerves down my spine failure nothing more can i do any less then what i have so much more going and moving and seeing and doing lost in a lazy world that keeps me from pursuing i will be nothing more than what i am today but i can dream and lie to make it seem another way so much to change feeling out of control falling down the same path having to claw my way back leaving behind so much forgetting all i know moving away from what once was thinking at first its the right thing i have been wrong before i do the same things in different places with different faces dejavu running around the same excuses keeping people near without any uses except their mission is to hurt me but i keep them close i let them in to hurt and steal but thinking this time its a different reel and different script and a different scene same ****, different place i thought i knew what i wanted but it changes like the weather no clue what it is today maybe ill wake tomorrow and know know all know the world and happiness and love and to know how it feels not to want or need or long for much if anything at all [comments] => 1 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 61 [informant] => candi [notes] => |||||||Partially edited out, due to use of letters to indicate a banned word. Please refer to site rules, and ensure that, in future, all letters of banned words are deleted prior to submission. Thank you. ---Moderator_14||||||| [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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