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[sid] => 94938
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[aid] => mick
[title] => i run.... for now....
[time] => 2005-05-18 21:12:57
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[bodytext] => everyday i go to and from one extreme to the next dreams feel more and more like reality while reality just seems like a ongoing nightmare were i run and run til whatever is chasing me gets me and i scream bloody murder but no one stops to help everyone goes about their business in this trace like state and then its starts over but everytime its sumthing different chasing me sumthing bigger and stronger most of the time i just feel like giving in and letting the beast engulf me in one fowl gulp and swallowing me whole to get it over with but, as stubborn as i am i keep fighting it has never been in me to give up but there is always the one little voice that oozes how much easier it would be to just give up and let go but i continue to run maybe one day, ill turn around and face the monsters but for now ill let them have their fun you can only push sumone so much before they implode back on you [comments] => 1 [counter] => 225 [topic] => 25 [informant] => candi [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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