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[sid] => 94937
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Own Little Neverland
[time] => 2005-05-18 21:09:52
[hometext] => people seem to think that because I do not cry in public or because I physically hurt that I simply have no feelings and life must be quite easy for me...you're wrong...
[bodytext] => If only this were in the far past. She said the pain wouldn't last. Soon it was gone. By the crack of 4 dawns. But if it's not one thing it's another. It's life... people hurt...both sisters and brothers. They said I was so happy. Shows how much they knew... Most of the time she beat me till I was black and blue. I wanted to tell but I couldn't. Would they listen and believe? I know for sure they wouldn't! So it went on, day after day. As I grew older she still found a way. When I was much older and stronger she could no longer over power me. Instead she made feel that PRETTY?! I could never be. SKINNY?! That just wasn't me. I was never good enough. Is that why I became so tough? Let angel's wings fly me up into the sky. Where I can meet that "special guy". Where I can be charished as I am. I wish I could find a place like that... My own little Neverland... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 48 [informant] => FirePrincess [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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