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[sid] => 94875
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I'm Not What They Say.....I Promise......
[time] => 2005-05-18 14:49:10
[hometext] => This was inspired by My Chemical Romances Gerard Way, you are truly amazing in everyway
[bodytext] => They don't know I'm Hurting and if they did they'd let it slip into the fragile holds of lies and deathly ill souls What they don't know can't hurt them what blurred excursions wander through this immensity of light and if spread my aching wings to hold my life once more to grasp what light has gone I'd fall and tremble but no ones there knocking, but no ones home singing to whats long gone they hate me if I'm living laugh if I were to sing but as I sit in silence they just never could leave me I lost myself in sleep and weep for what I've done to slightly better things they can do no wrong as I can crawl but fall with me don't have the gaul to lose it all I know what it's like don't cry with me your not like me..... I've lost my fear of falling your always scared of death but does anything matter when fallings okay because collison with you is what hurts I've called your name in search of my shot gun no answer came so I run I've run myself ragged trying to be what everyone wants me to be I can't even see reflections anymore of what I used to be Am I real Am I fake I'm a fake I'm not worth it i'm useless I'm stupid I'm rancid I'm ugly they run from me they'll die with me You scream with me until you lie with me I'm unreal I'm so stupid So dead So deluded Searching for what never was so I'm useless? i'm gone? I'm not worth it Anymore? Let me go Let me fall Answer this phone when I call I want what you've taken or am I mistaken This life that your faking this heart that your breaking I'll remember you I'm Stupid I'm fake keep me away from myself that I'll harm A slit to this arm I want back my gun I want back this blade Keep me away Keep Me awake I'm not ready to leave Not ready to fade but if nobody cares then why should I stay..... (never quite understood why I'm here....anyway...) [comments] => 1 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 34 [informant] => MyChemicalRomanceHeLeNa [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SongLyrics )
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