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[sid] => 94673
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
[time] => 2005-05-16 23:12:26
[hometext] => with each passing day, these questions enter my head
[bodytext] => Why was I born, why am I here? Why is my heart torn, why do I show fear? Why cant I cry, why can’t I care? Why do I want to die, why isn’t life fair? Why am I useless, why am I a mistake? Why have I turned ruthless, why do I show hate? Why am I a terrible lover, why am I still breathing? Why did she choose me and not another, why is she leaving? Why is every one going away, why am I going to be alone? Why can’t I be a better friend today, why can’t the rite way be shown? Why do I want to cut myself, why does pain feel good? Why do I even take the knife off the shelf, why do I like the site of blood? Why does life have to be so complicated, why do I feel being depressed is an obligation? Why can’t I find someone to love, why do they always leave? Why do relationships end out rough, why is it when I say I love you they don’t believe. Why do I have to go through this pain, why cant there be a different way? Why am I slowly turning insane, Why do I ask these questions every day? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 286 [topic] => 32 [informant] => bigj [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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