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[sid] => 94662
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Inner Contempt
[time] => 2005-05-16 22:01:27
[hometext] => Writing how I feel sometimes just turns into poetry.
[bodytext] => Waking.. to lifes everyday repetitious cycle of relentlessness It all starts from here heart begins to throb chest tightens breathing becomes a struggle my mind wonders aimlessly my stomache feels upset not able to eat or keep anything down My entire body constanly vibrates I feel as if my mental and my physical state could collapse at any given time I keep myself from 'others' company for I' m so frail my hyper ventalating causes me to.. almost faint. in the hospital with IV'S inside of me along with tubes and stickers attached to monitors I have lost much weight in a short span my emotions have taken over my mind and body no matter what I try.. nothing ever helps I've finally hit rock bottom just as I'm about to accept death as the only way out.. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Loche [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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