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[sid] => 94603
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => wont wake up tommorow
[time] => 2005-05-16 16:03:25
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[bodytext] => i cannot be loved, my body is ugly, i am unnatractive, i have an extreme personality, schitzophrenic, fly on the wall, im on the edge, and im not afraid to fall, i dont want to exist, i just want to live in a pocket, live life protected, i want to feel i cant just block it, no not anymore, the pain is too great, i cant cope with this, i dont trust god nor fate, its all fake, to give people faith, but no one helps me, not even for their sake, i want to leave here, i want rail of the road and stray live life as a loner, in a reclusive place far away, just want to watch, or live in a different dimension, im so confused, too screwed for good intension, save my skin, im so afraid, i want to die, just how the tradgedy's played... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 166 [topic] => 48 [informant] => in2thetwilightzone [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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